Elizabeth, thats me (:

2009-09-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

Relinkkkkkkkkk ;D

www.imaplankton.onsugar.com

2009-09-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Live by faith and not by sight;

Lets really pray and hope hard that i do not fall sick.

The whole day i've been feeling so awful.

and now its just even worst. ;/

Dizzy, bloated stomach and now a slight fever.

i bet my body immune system sucks,

i fall sick very easily this year ):

Princess Protection Programme was really good :D

Superrrrrrrrrr nice and touching.

Win camp rock, band camp and uhm, hannah montana movie i guess?

Its really really nice.

The whole day was suck a killer,

especially when i feel unwell ):

Woke up at 8, couldn't fall back asleep.

Suckkkkkk.

Tv-ed the whole morning,

and sister bought back lunch for me!

Ate and went up to Michelle's house.

Funfunfun much. hahah,

Damn funny :D

She showed me this girl form her school,

and it really looked like Charles.

Omg. HAHAHAHA, laugh till peng.

Then i take photo, use as contact image.

LOL. Really laugh damn hard.

Came home,

dinnered and i didn't feel well again :X

Stupiddd lah,

watched Princess Protection Programme cause i missed it yesterday.

Came online bathed and back online.

Come on, dont let me fall sick! D:

I'm waiting on you Lord.

2009-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today's quite a gooooooood day (:

Woke up around 9.30 and slacked using the com till around 11.

Bathed and left house at 12.20.

Was supposed to meet at Century at 12.30.

So i thought i was late and ask daddy to fetch me.

Reached there the earliest and waited for damn long .__.

Stupid lei.

Rochelle reached then came to find me,

Jinyi just left his house while Charles was at Yishun.

So both of us went to FoodJunction first.

Talk talk, then Jinyi came.

Talked more and Charles only came at like 1.10.

Superrrrrrrrrrrr late.

Butbutbut, Pepper Lunch was goooooood!

Although not as good as the real one, but stilll ;D

Ate and crapped then bused down to Safra.

The whole bowling thing was filled with AHS people.

Damn awesome.

Hahah, stupid Mark didn't know it was today so in the end,

Haixin Charles Jinyi and me played ^^

I can go back to Charles's shoe,

no need play already.

HAHAHAHA. D:

But damn funnnnnnny, seriously.

And fuuuuuuuuuun ;D

Left around 4 to go to church! ):

Met sister noelle and nicole at Bedok then bused to church.

Lateeeeeeeee but people later. =.=

And i had to say the opening prayer.

Cathecism was alright,

mass afterwards with class.

;D Better than normal massssss

cause can talk to so many people!

Yayyyyyyyyy ;D

Left church around 8 and went to Macs at Kallang to eat.

Damn stupidddddd, i was holding my Dad's phone,

then my mum me and sis tried to find our car but couldn't.

Lost our Daddy too, and we couldnt contact him cause his phone was with me!

I ran all over and i finally found him.

Damn dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb, Hahah.

Missed Prince and the Pauper today!

Tomorrow, Princess Protection Programme ;D

Yayyyyyyyy.

Byeeeeeeeeee^^

2009-09-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hellohello all planktons living right now ;D

Boredem kills, amd stupid facebook's getting just so boring.
School's okay i guess. ;/
And Yay. Kimberlee finally had the song send it on.
Its damndamndamn nice. Hahah.
Happy :D
Got my science test back, better than i expected. (:

I hate the way you just go ahead and make decisions yourself, it sucks to feel just in the middle.
and seriously, its just for you to believe me or not. I'm not pissed at all, just ~~not~~ happy.
You can't blame me for what i feel towards you; i cant find the words i need to fit in here.

i'm still in school ;
trying to access into Friendsforsale.
Stupid haixin, stop stealing Charles.
He makes such a great pet :D
And Junsheng tooooooooooooo ^^

2009-08-31T18:42:00.001-07:00

I haven't been blogging. Hahah.

Yesterday was goooood (:

Woke up at 5.45 which means i only had 5and1/2 hours of sleeeep. ):

Fetched Sharlene then went to school!

Only Jinyi and Chunzing were there.

So oh well, started the drawing of stars.

It was kinda epic fail. Hahaha.

But funnnnnnn! ;D

Went to the hall to help to setup,

but left after 10mins cause it was damn damn stuffy and hot.

Back to class, sat down and chatchat for a while.

Reported to canteen,

sang with guitar and alllllll.

Andrew was damn damn late!

But he led us in prayer to make up for everything and it was really goood! :)

Went up to the hall,

waited in backstage.

like omg, it was damn damn hot.

and we were damn nervous. Hahaha,

so we're all like whining back stage.

Curtains opened, saw the amount of people O:

Shocked, but sang.

I think out of all the rehearsals, we did wellll ;D

Awesome job, WhiteEyePeanuts <3

Loveyou all, deeeeepdeeeeep.

I'm really glad we did alright,

like the first time we all of us except Mr Hamdan did something like that.

like yayyyy ;D

Our studio money, time and effort all never go down to waste~

Went up gallery, watched the rest of the performance! ;D

Awesomeawesome!

Photos, and alll.

Well done well done (:

After concert,

went to class to chatchat for a while again.

Tried to find teachers with Charles serving me,

but was epic fail again D:

Hahahah, damn funny.

He cannot find me, cause i was too small. xD

Went back to class and Sharlene's sister sent all of us to SACP!

Saw manymany people and had q alot of fun there ;D

Crapped with Mrs Peh, buti didn't get to talk to Mrs Liew ):

Booooooo. But at least i saw her!

Took 17 all the way to ehub to meet the rest.

Ate at MrChickenRice which was superb! :D

Stupid mark, i think all together he ate 5 bowls of rice.

Damn stupid. He bought nothing but rice,

and when we left he kept going back there to eat.

He say 60cents only, damn cheappppp.

Hahaha, damn funny and dumb.

Caught band slam, boringgg D:

I expected it to be muchmuch nicer! Boo ):

We had nothing to do so we played mall catching :D

Hahah. Jinyi = FAILURE in catching.

Damn damn funny.

I laugh at him for damn long.

:D :D :D

The ending of the game was damn funny.

Charles and Mark catcher,

then rochelle and me run another exit,

take bus go home ;D

HAHAHAHA. Damn stupid.

Came homeeeee,

damn tired.

Dead at 10. :D

So in total, i had 11hours of sleeeep ;D

and i still feel tired.

Today's gonna be damn boring.

like really, nothing to do the whole day.

Possibly, maybe i shall study :D

Held on, believe me or not.

2009-08-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

It just doesn't seem like that simple happiness any longer.

This week's really really busyyy.

but wasn't too bad! haha.

I (L) yesterday!

Damn hell fun, hahaha.

Sharlene's house was just so damn awesomeeee. Yay.

And lesson with Ms Kee was just so so hilarious.

Ohgodd. Hahaha, laughing is gooood!

Lessons was boring today,

but Elit was really gooooood!

We did good, real goooood.

The talkshow was so awesome! :D

Mrs G loved it. Yay.

Rehearsal after school :)

It was gooood also.

Although still not good enough,

but we improved much more,

and we had real lots of fun huh!

Sometimes we just have to think before we act, maybe that would be much better. Much more happiness and less hurt. Just show through your actions how much i actually mean to you; how much you actually care about how i actually feel. You bring me happiness and joy.

2009-08-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

There was something wrong with my old skin ):

Thanks AmandaFoo! <3

HAHAHA.

This skin isn't that nice either, and its a little screwed at the bottom part.

But ah, whatever!

I neeeeeeed to study ):

Those words, so piercing

2009-08-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

Its really amazing how God works in our lives.

Fireproof, its a really really great movie,

as good as facing the giants.

They're really very inspirational,

like these shows really show me how much God really loves us,

how much he wants to help us,

how wonderful he works in our lives.

I Love Church (L)

2009-08-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

FROM WEIQIANG,

LOVELOVE CHERIE,

EHH, NO.

MUACK MUACK CHERIE.

LOVEYOULOVEYOU <3

2009-08-21T07:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROCHELLE! <3

LOVEYOU TRUCKLOADS.

Today's a happy day (: Wheeeeeeeee^^

Hahaha, Julia and me help to start Rochelle's day and we ended it!

So cooooool huh.

We appeared at her room window, 6.45am in the morning leaving her with a GREAT shock! :DDD

Damn funnnnn. Hahahah, you should have seen her face! (:

Sat at her gate and waited for her to change and all.

Left her house around 7.05 for school ._.

Julia and I was amazed at the time she leaves her house.

Hahaha, 222 to school and side gate up! :D

Classes wasn't too bad but tiring ~

PE! HAHAHA, Another damn fun period.

played ball and cake. LMAO

But damn funny hahaha.

Chinese blah blah blah.

After school, Aviator again!

Wasn't as fun as yesterday but it was kinda alright i guess.

Luckily it ended early! :D

Went back to class to look for Rochelle Julia and Jocelyn,

then we went to Tampines for BBQChicken! :DDD

Omggggggggg, it was darn good! Like really. Shoikkkkkkkkkkk.

We talked in BBQChicken for longlonglong time. :D

But it was great sharing. Hahaha, awesome in fact.

Laughed and all, mmmmmmmmm(:

Went toilet then sat at stairs there and HTHT. ( Heart to heart talk )

Damn shuanggggggggg.

Like, just sharing everything with one another,

how we truly feel and alllll.

Yayyyyyyyy, I'm happy! :D

Jocelyn left around 8 while Rochelle Julia and me stayed there and talked damn longgggg.

Hahaha, till like around 9.45! O:

Omg, around 3hours of talk!

But it felt great, didn't it?

Cooooooooolness.

HAHAHHA, i just found out something ;X

and i'm in GREAT shock,

realise i stress on the word GREAT?

HAHHAHAHAHA.

okayokay, back to normal ^^

Maybe not :/

Hahahah, sooooooo left Tampines and came home around 10.

Tomorrow project at 9 in the morning! O:

I need to catch up on my sleeeeeeep! ):

RochelleChanWanWen! <3

I really hope we made your day kkkkkk (:

Smile always.

Loveyoubabe,

2009-08-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

I swear today sucks big time.
Lets pick a word to describe today,
maybe hell?

The day started off quite well,
assembly in class and morning was kinda good.
First period Geog, had to ruin my day. Seriously.
N.C Koh was 10mins late, so i told her to minus 10mins formour late counting thing.
many others told her too,
but guess what.
She only sco0lded me,
and scold what shit.
She say i rude to her,
what.the.hell. So many others said much ruder things to her,
and they talk much more than i do in class.
She had to just scold me.
Whatthefuck.
So obviously i wasnt too happy about it already,
and she had to further scold me, and worst, my parents.
so obviously i was super unhappy.
I mumbled to Charles saying fucktard.

Guess what.
She caught me saying it. -.-
So she scolded me more more and more.
Her words are piercing, my eyes were just tears~
But i controlled, and just ignore whatever she said.
She asked me to write a thousand lines of "I am sorry i used vulgarities on my teacher"
Whatthehell. By the end of the day, and a thousand.
Seriously, i just wanted to get out of the damn class,
but i'll just get into more trouble.
started writing and some people managed to make me coooool down,
but i wasnt happy.
i wrote 4pages of it and decided to stop, so i did.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Health check was alright,
but english was bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
My results suck hardcore.
So much to finish off the day.
i feeeel stupid.
and right now, i badly want to get out of this school.
Rawr.

After school, 1.50 up with Rochelle, Stanley, Charles, Jinyi and someone. (HAHA, can? )
Wasn't too bad, but some parts were damn boring.
The effects weren't that good either.
But overall its gooooooood (:
Walked around then home and i'm here.
i shall study all the way to 11 after dinnerrrrrrrr.

i want to pass my chinese common test.

It sucks to see that attitude of yours,
and it sucks even more to know im the cause.

i'm again a downright loser,
rebellious, and all. i'm nothing good,
there's nothing much i can do,
with this attitude of mine,
my life is screwed.
i really wish i can be a much better person,
and a better person to others.

2009-08-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

Motivated, i'm going to work hard (:

Hello, hello.

Today's awesome i guess.

This weekend is great! HAHAHA.

Church yesterday was just superduperduper fun,

and today, makes my day happy!

Fireproof is a nice movie, should catch it sometime!

Reallyyyyyyy, Heeeeeeee^^

Woke up around 9.20 like that,

tv-ed, then showered.

Dad fetched me to Simei to meet the rest,

damn stupidddddddd.

Julia was late and Cherie would be late if we waited for julia~

So we left first,

then julia called to say she was in the train.

So i got off at Bedok and waited for the next train thinking julia was on it,

HAHAHA. Got on, called her wrong train ):

I felt damn stupid cannnnnn.

So got off at Kembagan and waited for the next train!

Met Lydia and Yiping at Novenaaaaaa (:

Got subway cookies and walked to the carnival ground.

Woah, damn smalllllllll. Dumb much.

Hahahah, but yay, I got to see Cihui and Geraldine! <3

Spammed pictures! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

And got nice ones okayyyy.

Had subway with Clarice and mrt-ed homeeeee.

Had kinda great conversations!

At least someone feels the way that i dooooo(:

Came home, watched Jonas and had dinner!

Steamboatttttttt.

HAHAHA. Ate quite alot.

What.

PIG.

Thats not goood, reallyyyyyyyy.

It sucks feeling fat and short ):

okayokay, i shall go bathe alreadyyyyy.

Byeee :D :D :D

life's a climb, but the view's great

2009-08-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

Got caught up in a fantasy; maybe not.

Changed blogskin :D

Finally. Hahaha,

Thanks many Amanda!

Short one before i go,

i need to go for some birthday thing.

Enjoyyyyyyyy (:

2009-08-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

POPOKEH

OH CCRRAAAAPPPPP.

It was all colourful and i had to press the black button! D:

Nevermind, you need to be black too RETARDEDWHITECHICKEN.

I shall stop here so as to continue with my mature state of mind and not drop to your childish one.

Thankyou very much for visiting my blog,

and have a good night! :D

2009-08-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

TODAYS GOOD I GUESS (:

Yay. I woke up at 6.50 this morning.

HAHAHA. Damn shoikkkk.

So i had extra 6mins of sleep (:

Rushed to school and i was still earlier than that white chicken! :D

HAHAHA. Awesome isn't it.

At least i dont cluck :D

Common test and it was kinda hard i guess ;X

Hahaha, stupid Samantha. I tell you answer than you faster change :D

Seeee, TRUST ME LA. I GOT BRAINS OHKAYE.

E-lit was just awesomeawesomeawesome :DDD

Got back our test.

I expected full marks, ):

But sadly, i only got second highest, 21. D:

HAHAHA. ^^

For the first time i get to be SMART.

Be jealous, Retarded White Chicken :D

Not bad kayyyy, i got praised.

Mrs G say she very very very very very very proud of me (:

Okayyy, then DNT test D:

Bleahxcxcxcx, sucked.

I did like for 3mins, then the rest just stare into thin space.

HAHAHA. I'll get like 3 or 4 marks only if those i did was right.

Omg, dumb muchhhh.

Stupid Zetian, still laugh like some crazy thing. Omg.

Nevermind lah, i higher than WHITECHICKEN can alr XD

Which obviously will happen :D

Plankton,

HAHAHA. How awesome.

I was being called that the whole day.

Omg, damn stupid lah, really.

Hahaha, i can't stand it.

Laugh like madnessssss :D Yay. Thats good exercise!

Training was quite okay i guess?

SUAN <3

HAHAHAHAHA. Damn hilarious, again.

What a day, full of joy, :D

Came home, STEAMBOAT for dinner ^^

Ate damn alottttttt. Hahahaha.

Nevermind lah, tomorrow just laugh it all out lor.

:DDD

Welcome Home Mummy <3

What a Chicken i have for my bestfriend !

2009-08-08T07:04:00.001-07:00

The closer you get, the more hurt you'll get.

Those things i'll ~~never~~ want to say.

Today was rather fun (:

Daddy woke me up at 9 in the morning,

and i had a very very hard time getting out of bed. HAHA.

i was super duper tired.

So yup, woke up, bathed and went down to Ikea for brunch :D

It was superultra good :) Mmmmm.

Like the 3 of us ate a total of 6 dishes ;X

But it was really really good.

Walked around and my dad was being very retarded.

So we laughed like mad, like really mad. Haha.

But it was fun! :D Yay.

Dad took this picture of me. I won't look that bad as a dog huh. LOL

My dad took one of himself too. Damn funnyyyyy.

Went home around 1, wash up and did some work (:

Beitriss then came down to my house. Haha, she helped me with Chinese

while i did her Elit and Maths :D Yay, so i'm down with my chinese!

Which is damn gooooooood!

Changed and left house for church.

Father Johnson celebrated Mass today.

Haha, damn cooool. His sharing super funny.

Came home, watched tv for a little while,

then went for dinner with Brenice Beitriss and Basil :D

Damn funnnnn. They damn funny. HAHA.

Laughed another hell lot.

Expo later, Borders is boring ):

My sister bought another pair of crocs,

which makes this one her fourth one.

Damn dumb lah, like crocs where got nice.

So she has 4 pairs. HAHA, what a joke.

Bought DVDS to watch at home,

i shall catch one later on! :D

Monday, studioooooo (:

Can't wait!

Buhbybeeeeeee.

and, DARLING! HERE'S THE PHOTO! <3333333

To be kicked, when you're down,

to feel like you've been pushed around.

i really don't know what to say to you any longer, i can't bring myself to tell you,

cause i hate doing that sooooooo much, it just wont be right. So maybe i hate myself for feeling that way more,

but i don't think you care any longer. That hurts alot. I hope you get what i mean, its so hard to find someone you can always and forever rely on.

2009-08-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

Today's such a tiring tiring tiring day ):

School was moodless,

and like skipped so many lessons cause of PA.

Anyway, today wasn't a good day.

Got caught for so many things ;X

Arghh.

Rehearsal was damn damn boring.

No life, run the thing twice.

Just arghhhhhh. I'm damn tired.

In so many ways.

I need a good break.

Feeels like a friday,

like the week has just passed.

Today was a super looooong day.

I swear, it all comes down to,

i am hell tired.

How does it feel to have the whole world shutting down on you.

how does it feel like to know that everyone despise you.

how does it feel like to know you suck in every way, and in everything you do.

Things just don't work out for you.

2009-08-04T04:04:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee WhiteEyePeanuts! <3

Today was damn awesome except the run.

This year's run felt really different.

Hahaha. Whatever.

Felt like vomiting after that, like really damn weak ><

My body's system weak lahhh.

Stayed at Macs with Amanda, Sherwin, Mouktita, Rochelle and Grace for like damn longgggg.

Talked alot of crappppppppppppp ;/

maybe not crap also ?

Scaryyyyy much.

Left EastCoast around 10?

Walked all the way to St.Pat's bus stop.

I was complaining and whining like non-stop.

HAHAHA. Took bus to Mouk's small house,

then cabbed over to mine :D

Sam chelle and i bathed, then left the house around 11.45?

Reached Tanahmerah waited for the others.

Andrew really looked like a rockstar!

HAHAHA. And the whole train journey to CityHall,

Jinyi was being just damn damn dumb.

Ohmyyyyy.

Reached CityHall and walked non stop to find the studio.

It was in some corner. HAHA.

But damn coooooooool, like 1 hour only 12bucks.

Then got like everything inside :D

Damn awesome, we jammed for like 2hours,

playing the same song over and over again.

But we got the hang of it in the end,

so it was rather coooooool(:

First time somemore ehhh.

Shop closed for making hoodie and we were starving.

So walked to Raffles to eat Burger King.

Ate, chatted for a while then went homeeeeee(:

Slept, ate dinner again and i'm here now!

Probably badminton later on?

hmmmmm, im not too sure!

Seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

2009-07-31T18:50:00.000-07:00

Look at how swollen my right ankle is ):

My ankle's hurting alotttttttttt.

I woke up, got out of bed, can't even walk properly.

TMD damn pain.

How am i going to do my 2.4 which is on Tuesday?

DDDDDDDDD:

Anyone got some power method to heal it within 3 days?

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

That would be really very very great.

Super suayyy can,

Sprain also must be at this time!

WTHELLLLLLLL MAN.

Church later, D:

Ah-gong's birthday today, got dinner.

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee God,

heal my ankleeeeeeeeeee.

I really want to take my run at East Coast !

Amen.

2009-07-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

Two Gee- Strings :D

HAHAHA. Awesome not.

And we have a band, White eye peanuts!

With Mr Hamdan part of it :D

Yipeeee, its just for fun though.

But we're serious about making an album !

HAHAHA. Damn coooooool, i swear.

We have a studio, in City Hall, i'm serious (:

and its just awesome.

Though we're really not good. HAHA, but whatever.

Jinyi is damn talented. He was the former of the band!

Coooooool huhhhhh.

School was good today.

Managed to finish the class boards(:

Thats gooood. Thanks all.

I STILL THINK THE BAND THING IS AWESOME. LMAO

2009-07-28T04:05:00.000-07:00

Why can't i have a day, just a day of simple happiness.

Life is unfair.

My life is screwed.

Where's that little happiness i'm looking for?

Lessons and class time makes me happy,

why can't that remain like that.

Everytime, i feel happiness, i will feel unhappy.

whydoesthiskeephappening.

I dont want to regret,

i had the strength to pull myself together and stand up strong again,

yet, living like this everyday,

just knock me down.

I don't get it,

doesn't everyone deserve a second chance?

Is that how you live being a coach?

I wont want a coach like you;

i dont need anyone to demoralize me.

I dont need anyone to tell me i suck,

i dont need anyone to tell me that i can just drop dead,

i dont need your fuckface.

Obviously i know i have to work hard,

without a chance,

yet the hurt you cause to me today,

will i have the strength to fight on?

I came back for the trainings stronger,

yet today was plain bullshit.

I was never so hurt and pissed off ever, during any training.

I wonder how you look at me,

i wonder what i must do,

tell me about it.

i hate you.

Not giving a second chance?

Is that what a coach does?

Each and everyone has their limits.

You're killing the dream and goal in us,

do you realise that?

Determined, but just in one training,

and i am kicked onto the floor,

will someone ever pull me up again?

Thats why dreams are forever and always better than reality.

Why must life be so hard, and unfair.

If only everyone were treated the same .

ITS JUST NOT FAIR.

2009-07-27T05:42:00.001-07:00

Its times like that when i need you to be there to hold me up.

It sucks when your day at school didnt turn out too bad,

but something has to just happen and ruin everything.

It sucks when you try to be nice and when you're in a good mood,

and somebody had to just ruin everything.

It sucks to know that you have a 12 year old sister acting like a 10 year old.

It sucks when my mood is ruin at the dinner table.

It sucks when i'm hungry but yet i've got no appetite.

It sucks to know that your parents just cant make you feel any better.

It all sums up to life is stupid.

I realised that its just so difficult to find that little happiness at home already.

I can't study here, i don't feel happy,

i start to worry about so many things,

and things that fatbitch says doesnt make me feel any better,

in fact, much much much worst.

I really hate it when that fatbitch just acts like nothing happened,

when she just says things without thinking,

and it really hurts, deep deep inside.

You just act like you are innocent, hardworking, good whatever shit you are.

DONT.

GIVE.

DAMN.

GET.

IT.

So what if parents do? Thank God i'm not living your life,

i tried talking you out of it,

but after all, i was just being so so dumb. Mygoodness.

And i dont know why i always have to feel bad,

after the much destruction youo made to my heart,

i still feel bad, see how much life sucks.

I really not want to be this downright i loser i am right now,

just so you know,

it really sucks alot alot alot.

I want to be free,

of worries;

of anxiety;

of sadness;

of unhappyness;

of anything that doesnt make me smile.

I went out to jump and reach for the roof when i was super upset just,

and i could touch it while wearing slippers.

How amazing, when i cant reach it wearing shoes.

What logic. I can jump higher when i'm mad.

Amazing.

I feel like going for a swim. Should I ?

I need a break from studies.

Its ruining me.

2009-07-24T21:13:00.001-07:00

Heartbreaker;

2009-07-24T20:52:00.000-07:00

Where is the love;

Just looking back at those days;

i can't find how i feel now anymore.

Its just all gone,

maybe i should just forget about it?

i don't know any longer,

i just miss so so much how it all used to be.

But its just all not possible,

we've all changed and move on so much on life.

See, it isn't so good growing up at all.

Yes Mark, life is stupid .

But thanks for making me feel so much better.

You've really been such a great friend,

like someone i can talk to about anything and anytime.

Being at home, alone with nothing to do really sucks.

So much in mind, physically and mentally tired.

Not knowing where to go from here;

not knowing what to do from here;

not knowing the next step to take,

Not knowing how i'll feel ,

happy or unhappy.

Afterall, i guess a team means alot,

to hold you up when you're feeling very very down.

Picking you up when you fall,

making you feel much much better.

In everyway they'll secure you.

Making you feel loved,

never leaving you out,

all for one and one for all,

please, just be there for me,

like how í'll always be there for all of you.

Its a saturday and i'm supposed to be happy ):

2009-07-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Haixin (:

School wasn't good, i swear.

I was just so tired, so so so tired. And i have no idea why.

It felt really terrible :/

Lessons were such a bore , whatever.

After school was gooooooood! :DDD

Shareen's mum fetched us home in her cool small green car and it was awesome!

Rochelle and Mouk came my house, for fun.

For like less than an hour.

Omg, superdupermega dumb.

I reached the house door and realised that i didn't bring my house key. LMAO

then i remembered *secret place* got my house key.

So, i searched that *secret place* but it wasnt there.

Stayed outside, listen to music all.

Called mummy, she call me dumb. LOL.

Then Mouk went to search the * secret place * and she found the key.

LOLOLOLOL. :DDDD

Bathed and all then went out of the house.

Met Jeremy, HAHAHA Rochelle!

Jeremy, she's going to get you back! :DDD

Rawrrrrr and not meow. LOL

Bused 5 then trained to Tamp.

Rochelle was being super dumb, sumpah.

I was so nice to lend her 4 bucks.

Alot of people owe me money. * cough cough *

HAHAHA.

I was super late, :X

Met the rest and bought tickets to the haunting blahblah.

Shared the coooooool harry potter pop-corn combo with Mark .

Jiaohao took the pot home for me first, of not i'll look like some idiot.

HAHAHA. The haunting.

Damn retarded.

It was super scary.

First REAL horror movie i ever watched.

And half the movie i had my earpiece on,

and more than 3/4 the movie, i was covering my eyes. :DDD

Awesome isn't it (:

Pleaseeeeeeeeee. Even Mark was scared.

Haixin also scared lorrrrr.

And jinyi was being super super dumb. HAHAHA.

But trust me, the movie is scary. ;/

Bused to Safra and played the football think and snookers.

FUN! HAHAHA. :DDD

Jinyi damn pro, really.

And it was super retarded.

He was just, LMAO.

Daddy came, slept in the car.

Super tired, like really.

Dinnered, tuition and now online (:

you know i'm hoping you'll sing along,

though its not your favourite song

2009-07-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

If this keeps happening, i'm afraid my heart ~~might not~~ will not be able to take it.

I'm going to tell myself that all i need is just a little strength,

to pick myself up when i get knocked down.

To control all the little blocks of emotions that stack up on the inside,

I might be mucg better off without you,

maybe i gave you the wrong impression of everything.

Right not, i cannot change anything,

to not affect any of us.

Thanks for letting me see through you and now,

i can finally see your true colours.

I cannot continue being a downright loser.

2009-07-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with Britain's got talent.

Wo-oah.

2009-07-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

Seconds; hours; so many days.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

School was rather alright, but i was rather tired.

Thanks to tingxie last night. Rawr.

Science was just HAHAHA. Hilarious, and disgusting.

Ate like super alot today.

But nevermind, lets hope training will resume, soon.

After school, Frolick with Rochelle! :DDD

It was just soooooooooooooo goood.

Loveit huh.

Walked around in urban write then went home.

Met Michelle at Simei and bused home with her! :D

Camwhored like madness !

HAHAHA, and it was super duper funny.

Back to the childhood days huh; if only you came to my school you fatass.

HAHA. Kidding!

We laughed like we were 5 again!

Wow michelletankexin ! Friendship for like 10 years !

HAHAHA. i still remember,

Uncle Edward's swimming lessons

that sleepover and i cried in the middle of the night. LOL.

Oh, that army thing your dad brought us to!

And, NDP. HAHAHA.

Loveya babe.

I shall post the pictures after Michelle uploads them!

Lazyyyyybum, like always. Poof.

Please don't make me stop breathing,
Once i cling on, its hard to let go;
those three words,
one cycle.

2009-07-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

We were the reason that he gave his life.

Show us a reason to live (:

Haven't been updating! D:

HAHAHA. Lazy bummmmmm.

School's alright i guess.

Church was alright today too (:

Stupid Tessa finally came, Rawr. Noelle too.

Cathecism workshop next week, super looooong.

From like 2.45 till like 7. Thats super duper long.

After church, went shopping for presents!

And i FINALLY got my high top canvas! Rawr, like after super long also.

Cause like i go all the converse shops,

all no size. Annoying shit.

My feet too small, only can wear the children one. LOL.

So today i saw, then yup. FINALLY got it :DDD

Tomorrow morning homework,

then got some activity at the clubhouse! :D

Lets hope it'll be fun!

My post is damn boring, i know.

HAHAHA.

deep within each heart

2009-07-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

I picked the ripest one, i still got the seed

Do you know whats worth fighting for,

What its not worth dying for,

Does it take your breath away,

And you yourself suffocating.

~~I really don't know what i want any longer;~~

~~maybe its just best to put everything behind me.~~

~~Sports just make me feel so alive again,~~

~~and it just brings everything out of me,~~

~~happy or unhappy.~~

Its easy to feel like you're all alone,

to feel like nobody knows;

The great that you are,

the good thats inside you,

Is trying so hard to break through.

Maybe its time to lift off and fly,

you won't know if you never try.

I will be there with you all of the way,

you'll be fine;

Don't let anyone tell you that you're not strong enough,

don't give up there's nothing wrong with just being yourself,

thats more than enough.

So come on and raise your voice,

Speak your mind and make some noise;

Insecurity

2009-07-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

Sup! :D

Today was super awesome! So was yesterday!

I damn lazy to blog can, thats why tags also never reply. :D

AYG was awesome! Pictures another time! I've been playing alot recently!

AYG also play play laugh laugh, LOL. But i think damn fun eh. Yanhan Caihao Glenn and ROCHELLE are just damn RETARDED and we can laugh for hours.

LOL. And stupid pangsaiiiiiiiiiiiii, HAHAHAHAH.

Catering FTW :DDD

1G BBQ was just awesome! I didn't really feel like going at first, but yup. Kaiyuan managed to get me to go, so i went.

The food was super super little! Rawr.

and i didn't have lunch! D:

So like i think 5 people ate ALL the food. LOL.

I never really help BBQ the food, and i ate like super alot. HAHAHA.

Cycled, talked alot, and played this Cambodia game that bonded us super alot,

and it was superduper FUN! :DDDDDDDD

1G still remains as 1G(:

Today !

Woke up at 11, ate then did a little super little bit of work.

Amanda came over and we went swimming with Asher and another friend.

LOL. Bathed watched Tv and went for Party! :D

It wasnt really a party,

just a gathering with food, GOOD FOOD i tell you :D

Youth day and cause ryan and Rachel Foo came back!

So we played ball downstairs, the usual.

FUNFUNFUN! :DDDDDDDDD

Meeting them tomorrow before they go back to China during lunchtime! D:

Went swimming with Amanda today too !

Damn damn crazy fun, but like it rained!

And we got chased up. ._.

We wanted to sneak into the playground and play the slides,

cause its damn fun when its wet,

but the guard was staring ,

so went up to bathe. LOL.

i'm happy ! :DDD

2009-07-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

And i thought today would be a better day! ):

I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU AND WHATEVER THAT HAPPENED TODAY. I JUST CANT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. YES. THATS ALL I CAN SAY I GUESS. YOU'RE JUST NOT THE FRIEND THAT I THOUGHT I HAD ANY LONGER. SUIT YOURSELF AND YAH, JUST DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE.

;D HAPPY? I BET SO.

Sometimes, in life, you just have to make a decision, and make it right.

2009-07-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

How great is our God :D
He answered my prayers and many others who prayed for me! (:
thanks guys! :D

Woke up with a fever ! ):
I got super scared, like super.
My dad brought me to the doctor's.
Hengah. Only throat infection. (:
Goodgood. But my throat's painnnnnnn!

Missed AYG.
Can't miss it tomorrow!
MRS HUDD! Rawr.
I better be well when i wake up tomorrow!
<3

2009-06-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

My God is mighty to save!

Hello people who live on Earth! (:

Today was kinda boring, but i managed to entertain myself !

Cathecism was good, although there were super little people only! ):

But it was fun, HAHA.

I am damn bored.

So i'm posting crap.

There's Go Figure at 10, which is now.

I feel like watching it, maybe i should (:

Its a nice show, you know.

And its freaking cooooool.

Another day at home tomorrow! D:

Transformers on Monday! (:

just for one more day, one more day with you.

2009-06-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

WANNA KNOW HOW RICH SAM IS?

SHE'S GONNA CALL HER DAD, TO GET HER PRIVATE JET TO HER HOUSE,

SHE PASSES HONEY BAKED HAM TO HIM,

AND HE'LL DELIVER IT TO ME IN LESS THAN 10MINS!

AWESOME FRIEND HUH?

;DDD

2009-06-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hello hello ! (:

Ohman, Michael Jackson died due to a heart attack! ):

Sad news, and it was what i heard first thing after i woke up!

And yahoo page, 95 new cases of H1N1. D:

NOOOOOOO! Soon, we're all going to get it! Rawr.

Woke up in the morning and went to JB. (:

Did loads of shopping and ate super alot! ;D

HAHAHA. Fat fat fat. Pig pig pig.

But food there was really good! Like superrrrr.

I had a great day out with mummy and daddy!

Mummy was trying to look young, she went to put the fake eyelashes and bought heels that were really high. HAHA.

But, it was pretty cooooool (:

Last night, went down to Vivo. Till super late.

Reached home around midnight !

Spammed pictures! Seriously, my dad was insane.

HAHAHA. He kept wanting to take pictures.

Been realllllllly busy,

Elearning and all. D: Poop.

School next Tuesday for final briefing for AYG.

And, i haven't done the AYG thing on the ACP.

It looks tough and serious,

like of you fail it or something,

you'll get kicked out of it.

Stupid shit, so much work!

And, i haven't touch my Chinese booooook! D:

HAHAHA. Who cares. Lalala.

Shiny!

Don't worry too much about your brother or mum alright,

everything's gonna be fine(:

Just say sorry and don't do such things again!

I'll be awake of you need anyone!

Take care.

2009-06-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

Its always forgive but never forget.

Fuck.

i swear i am fucking pissed off right now.

My sister, homework load, parents. Rawr.

My sister, just a load of shit.

i fucking swear. And thanks alot, i am super vulgar these days.

She can just skip tuition like that, just calling my mum.

Doing fucking nothing but sit on the sofa, EAT and watch her darn TV.

Ask her study, EAT and study, dirty the whole place.

If not, sits in front of the darn Tv and study.

Psle is no bug deal, but still.

Asshole. I come home, she put her clothes and all on my chair.

She doesnt want to put it in laundry basket, so i throw on the floor uh.

My mum comes home, and she tells her that i threw her clothes on the floor.

Whole day watch her stupid TV, so yes.

My mum asked her to bring them to the laundry basket,

she fucking told me to that she wished i was dead.

Whatever. I go toilet take clip to clip my frindge,

She had to spray water on my face and my specs and hit my tummy.

Wtf. hit also hit your own tummy, which is much bigger than mine.

Arghhhhhh.

And when it comes to dinner, in front of my parents, " sorry jie jie"

Bloody hell. Of course i'm still pissed right.

I'm not three, so yes. i didnt respond.

My dad said my mum took leave this friday.

and she asked me if i wanted to go anywhere.

Who would want to decide where to go in this kind of mood.

So i said i don't want to go out, i need to finish my e learning.

She scolded me, Wtf. She thinks its so easy to finish all my work.

i told her that the elearning only post like on Monday,

and my sister PAIMAPI tell my mum yah." jie jie got alot of work. she got like 7 projects or something. " Bloody hell.

She dont want to go, also say its me. _|_

So my mum and dad scold scold scold me,

and i can't go out for this week.

Yes, so Yitai, i can't go for your badminton thing, and Samuel, i can't go out.

Rawr. I want to sleep and upon waking up, everything will start going right.

In your face the door keeps slamming.

2009-06-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

When darkness turns to light.
Elearning is plain shit and poop.
School would be much better,
Holidays are getting boring ,
As each day pass, the next just gets worst.
Staying at home makes me feel bleah.
I would really like to be at school right now,
Curse H1N1.

Homework list:
Elearning
~~English Comprehension and Summary~~
Chinese ( don't know what there is ;X)
~~Science~~ Thanks lydia for helping me understand! ;D
Geography organiser shit and newsarticle shit.
DNT mindmap ( i want to do it on paper! Argh. )
Maths worksheet ( printed and done soon )
~~Elit poem~~
Normal homework
English book review and project work thing.
~~Maths worksheet~~
~~Chinese Yingyongwen~~ ;D
Chinese books ( haven't touch! D: )
Zuowen ( should be able to complete by today! )
Science project.

I need to finish them!
again, curse H1N1.

I watched Drag me to hell.
HAHA. i watched in between, scary parts never watch.
Put earpiece, but Jinyi's stupid ipod ran out of battery.
Damn. Meris wasn't scared at all.
Jin yi was laughing throughout, annoyed Meris. HAH.
Haixin wore his hood to cover his eyes and ears. Act cute.
Charles claimed to be super scared but he wasn't! HAHA.
Stanley was playing with his phone and watching, he was kinda scared i guess.

MERIS WAS IMBA.
SHE WASN'T SCARED AT ALL.
LIKE OMG.

Badminton tomorrow, if nothing goes wrong! ;DDD

2009-06-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Greetings ! ;D

i haven't been blogging much,

no mood / too lazy / no time. ):

Yesterday was a whole lot of fun!

Shall not elaborate! ;D

But i enjoyed it like craziness !

Thanks to all who were present and really made my day! ;DDD

Esp Julia! <33333333333

I had such a good good talk with you,

and i felt much better after the talk and all,

at least i know that someone cares and understands! ;D

good talking friend!

Love you babe.

Went midnight shopping till 2am yesterday which is this morning,

lol. Dumb much.

Went to jurong point to get groceries,

cause there was a 24/7 NTUC there.

and my parents wanted us to come along,

Had bagel at like 2am plus. It was goooood!

From some New York Bagel Bakery thing.

Came home at like almost 3.

so bathe and all slept at 3plus.

;DDD

Woke up this morning around 11.30,

ate Carrot cake and tv-ed.

i was quite attached to HSM2 although i dont really like it.

so like, i actually watched the whole thing. lol.

bathed and onlined till 4.30.

watched Wizards of the waverly place and hannah montana.

and i was lucky both were new episodes! ;DDD

Changed and went to help dad and mum to carry things to the clubhouse.

Had some bbq with my mum and dad's friends,

whom i havent met they're children for about 10 years!

Last time still very close one lor.

Then today see each other like dont know each other.

LOL.

Only Marcus was friendly to talk to me! (:

The last time i saw him was when he was in primary 6 or sec 1?

And now he's like in the Uni.

Cooooool right.

And his sister is damn pretty !

Just came home,

and its father's day alr!

Got my dad some perfume.

i'll probably do some card later,

then sleep till i bet super late tomorrow morning! ;D

Then wish him and all.

Movie tomorrow with amanda!

HANNAH MONTANA! (:

sometimes, you just lose yourself,

and i don't know who you are any longer.

it really sucks i tell you.

being what you're not.

not realizing how hurt the people around you are ;

doing everything that pleases you;

having a good life and everything goes your way.

i'll be better off without knowing you.

2009-06-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love,
And watch me rise again.

Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

how much i love this lyrics,

it means so much and it fills me up with love again.

you never close the door, to all the wrong doings that i've done,

to all the hurt i've caused you.

i miss camp! D:

2009-06-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

2009-06-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

HA K 46.3!!
probably the best camp i've attended! ;D
and i brought really back alot with me!

1st day! ;D
Cabbed to cherie's house and not bused cause my bag was really damn heavy.
Cherie's dad sent me jocelyn and of cos cherie to school!
met lydia julia and meris and went to register together!
HUAT NAH! WOZHONGXIAN! (:
our group was a really great group , got talents for everything.
HAHAHA. Except music, i think. lol.
unpacked at our bunks an headed to church for praise and worship!

Had lunch and then we had great icebreakers to collect as many tokens as possible!
Whooo! Damndamn fun! HAHAHA.
then we exchanged tickets for materials.
we probably took everything. LOL.
cause we were rich with tokens! IMBA.
created our identity, a blue and yellow dog.
Cute eh. thanks to JACKY~!

Free time for quite long, supposed to bathe,
but we didn't. thinking we'll get smelly again.
and we wanted to sleep FRESH! HAH.
sp yup, dinnered, bs and qt. (:
then then, we had night games.
CLUEDO!
the whole group was freaking out.
lol, although its a fake story with people acting in it.
the whole time we just "damn scary eh. i still scared." LOL.
Supper then lights out.
stayed in bunk till around 12 plus,
then lydia jocelyn feng jing and i went down to canteen to find ziheng and yanhan.
talktalk, and all.
then daniel weitai and sean came,
but they were all sleepy .
all stayed and talktalk,
then xiu zhen jie caught us and the guys were nice to cover up for us,
but we went to admit uh, guilty.
haha. slept for around 3 hours.

2nd day! ;D
woke up and bathe.
the games not fun one,
stayed in the hall for like the whole day?
and the games were pretty dumb,
we got like most of the ans,
but the line damn blocked.
so yah.

went to bathe during the free time which was me and feng jing's second time bathing.
lol. damn dumb. the night games super duper dirty.
but our group quite pro lah, everything also dare.
HAHAHA. and we're girls. (:

skipped supper to bathe,
and goodness, third time bathing. lol.
couldn't help it, really super dirty.
went back bunk, sleep all the way. GOODGOOD(:

3rd day! ;D
had qt, breakfast, bs then photo taking.
lol. at least i didn't have to sit. (:
THE MUSIC FACTORY WAS SUPER DUPER ULTRA FUN!
HAHAHA. we super zai.
every station got people that can play.
cheerleading IMBA.
hahaha. we were second, not bad at all.

Chose lian ai- ing as our music MV ! ;D
We had great ideas, and practicing was fun!
at night, super duper high!
WHOOOOOOO.
the whole night was super duper awesome! ;D

4th night! ;DDD
the most memorable night!
and the whole day was tiring but good! ;D

qt, breakfast and service.
AMAZINGRACE! ;D
as a group, we could have gone much further.
but we lack something as a group lor.

Stations were damn great.
Went bedok to pick marbles,
which was dumb cause in the end they threw all the marbles at an area.
so very easy get the marbles. LOL.
the Paya Lebar to RESCUE ;D

Lunch at Golden Mile food centre was compulsary .
so stayed there, had a drink and rested.
Had to buy laksa and cherie ate it all with smelly tofu!
went down to Bugis,
which was super dumb.
we could have taken a bus,
2 bus stops away only.
but we went my MRT instead.

Managed to brake the code at Bugis Junction,
with a whole line still empty! ;DDD
Raffles killed our hopes.
our luck was kns.
so whatever.
and we didnt get to go to ECP.
so went 7-11 and took our time to go back!
was 12th to get back,
whatever. haha.

UPSIZED PAW! SHOIK ;DDD
CAMPFIRE! SHOIK AND DAMN FUN!
the fire was super duper cool! ;DDD
and the mass dances was damndamndamndamn fun!
like just laugh, scream and dance.
HAHAHA.
had a super great time.
BBQ and spammed pictures.

12 plus, basketballers group plus julia lydia cherie jocelyn feng jing and i went to concourse.
played truth or dare. damn dumb, but wasnt having much fun,
cause everyone all choose truth de.
changed venue to parade square which was much more fun!
HAHAHA.
xinyong daniel and aining jie!
HAHAHAH.
laugh like no mother.
HANDICAP! PLASTER! LOL LA.

All tired alr,
so got drinks and talktalk.
Decided to go for a night walk,
but it wasnt really night as it was like 3am almost 4.
so went back to parade square and lydia cherie yanhan zetian daniel weitai ziheng went back to bunk to sleep.
julia jocelyn weiqiang xinyong and me fell asleep at parade square!
while fengjing and sean sat beside us and talked.
woke up after 1 hour plus and went back bunk bathe.
then sleep again. Super shaggggggggg.

last day! ;D
woke up and was super sleepy. Zzz.
haha. breakfast, qt and cleared our bunks.
PAW till around 12 plus then the whole camp ended.
but that PAW session was great and full of emotions! (:

Cabbed home and self made pizza for lunch!
Made cookies ice cream and slushy too!
funfunfun. (: but damn tired.
so walked home onlined and slept.
woke up at 6, onlined, talked alot about some stuff , messaged,
and went back to sleep at around 11.30.

____

camp's over and i really feel empty ):
i miss PAW alot, alot.
the best part of camp!
i just sang and you can feel the love that God is showering on the whole camp.
like there's this special ambience, that makes you feel so so touched,
and you just let your tears flow.
the lyrics too, was super meaningful and touching.
you just feel very connected and close to God (:

THE CHEERS WAS AMAZING TOO.
CREATIVE AND GREAT MUCH ;D
HUAT NAH FTW!

2009-06-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE WAS AWESOME!

HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE WAS AWESOME! ;D

I don't feel like blogging, i dont know why ):

The HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE WAS REALLY A BLASTTTTTTTTT (:

2009-06-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

In a perfect world, this could never happen.

WASSSUPPPPPP YOOOOOO (:

Today was an eventful day!

What a great week to start the holidays! ;D

Yesterday was 1G gathering! ;D

Awesome muchhhhh !

i had quite alot of fun !

met lynnette at 10 when i woke up at 9. how great right.

5-ed to Simei and talk for like 45mins. LOL.

She wanted me to get my netball, so she bused home with me.

Bused home and mark called to say he wanted to meet us,

so we bused 2 to tanah merah to meet the others.

The others arrived quite late. ;/

Went tampines open plaza to play a while ;

then trained down to Sentosa,

played SAND FIGHT.

Argh, super disgusting and dirty, but it was fun! ;D

Washed up around 5 and went to habourfront for dinner!

Goodgood (: Ramen! YAY.

And thanks Reuben for the Bandung!

Left the rest and trained home with Zetian. ):

reached home at around 8 and tuitioned.

Sadded.

TODAY!

Woke up at 7.45 and went down to school for training.

Training was good (:

did lots of medicine ball drills ;/

Finished training with 2 quarters of game then went to Simei to dapao food to school .

Cabbed back to school and was quite late ;X

took a loooooooong ride to the AYG centre.

The centre is super duper cool, i can swear.

It's DAMN cooooooooool ;D

Had training there with some trainer,

who was damn entertaining and funny! ;DDD

so yup, enjoyable.

Went Simei for like snacks with yingyi and rochelle then daddy fetched me home! ;DDD

Dinnered and badminton with condo buddies!

xinyong came along too. (:

Came home around 10 plus and bathed.

Phoning now and on com.

going off soon to lala land as there's AYG training tmr at 8!

BOOOOOO ):

HEY TWINNEH. ;D

THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.

LOVE YOU. <3333

2009-06-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

Thats the way uh huh uh huh i like it, uh huh uh huh ;D

Heyya folks! {:

I've not been updating much, cause i'm lazyyyyy D:

This holidays = busy busy busy!

and there's still alot of work to be done! ):

Thats not good, really..

Yesterday!

Went out with mummy and sister! (L)

Woke up around 7.30 and send sister to school first.

Then daddy sent me and mummy to like Lavender to get out passports done.

I swear, waited for damn long.

Like cause the picture mummy gave them was blur,

so they had to redo it. Tsk.

Somemore mummy felt like changing her IC photo,

so she went to change it.

In total waited for like 2 whole hours,

with no book or psp.

Arghhh, so like i was just listening to music the WHOLE time.

the earpiece was NEVER out of my ear.

How bored could i get man.

Daddy went for coffee then picked us up like finally.

Went to taka to walk around then went to pick sister up from school.

Had lunch at 85 market and he dropped us at Tampines (:

So like, got alot of things and i was super duper happy!

-Bag

-Headbands

-Book

-Levi's skinnies

-Shirts

-Clips

and some other stuff. YAY ;DDD

Diva ftwwwww.

LOVE IT BABE ;D

Met neighbours at home and drove down to compass point for Swensens! (L)

Whoooooo. good good ;D

Came home around 11, bathed, tv-ed and sleepppppp. (:

Today!

Today was GREAT! ;D

Went down to SAC, supposed to meet chelle,

but she didnt leave the house till 8 !

And i was alr there at like 7.30?

LOL. So, i went up to school first.

Music + Book = Sleepyyyy.

So yup. Kairong came after me (:

Training started at 9 and ended at 11 plus.

Not a bad training today,

but now my arms are like shaking.

Rawr.

Slacked for a while in school then went down to Carl's Jr for lunch.

SHOIK! SHOIK! SHOIK!

WHOOOOOOOO ;DDDD

went down to interchange to get rochelle's bag and we went to jocelyn's house!

I was super duper high there,

and i had lots and lots of fun and laughter.

HAHAHA.

Super duper fun.

We were just crazyyyyyyyyyyy , whooo! (:

Good times, good times.

Came home around 6,

ate dinner ,

phoned and now online.

;DDDDDDD

1G gathering tomorrow, hmmmmm?

seeyahhhhhh baybehhhhhhhh ;D

2009-05-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

It feels like i haven't been on the computer for quite some time.
Oh well, busy busy.
Like i finally got back my phone today. (:
Although she was gettign on my nerves like seriously,
i had to control in order to get my phone back.
So yupp, she finally returned it after school.

School was super duper slack.
Supposed to clean the class but we did sort of nothing.
LOL. and we were one of the few classes that got dismissed early.
Awesome right.
Got back report books,
not good, not good.
I better work harder and chase after what i really want . (:

After school was great!
went to 2J to look for netballers!
Got our new training tee, its pretty big.
But its super nice! YAY ;D
Went to Cartel to eat,
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
SHOIK! SHOIK! SHOIK! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD
So, lunch was really very good!

Walked around then Julia, Rochelle, Jocelyn, Lydia and Yiping came over to my house!
Watch-ed Disney for about an hour then played badminton!
FUNNNNNNNNN ;DDDDDDDD
Thanks for the whole lot of fun dudes!
See, without spending,
We can still have ALOT of fun right!
Loveyall loads (L)

They went home around 7 ,
and went Kallang for dinner!
Came home, and now on com!
hey you , cheer up alright! (:
things will go right when you believe!

2009-05-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

i swear i love my mum, and today is one of any other days that i feel happy! (L)

Today's quite awesome! (:
Yipeee. My mum is really super imba!
she went to terminate the sim card that she has,
and she went to get me a new one!
For freaking 21 bucks,
omggg. i could wait and survive without my phone luh!
Mummy = LOVE (:

And i feel acomplished during today's training,
and i dont know why either.
i'm just happy and satisfied right now.
of only everyday's like that. Wooooosh ;D
Badminton later till 10! :DDD

My muscles are all aching but whatever!
I LOVE MUMMY!
and YAY! DARLING'S COMING TO AHS TOMORROW! (L)

See, how good today feels.
i should just think simple and learn how to be satisfied. (:

2009-05-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

hello poops.

LETS FREAKING SAVE EARTH.

THE WEATHER'S A KILLER.

AND WE DON'T WANNA DIE SOON, DO WE?

I could freaking die while walking down the hill today,

the sun was freaking hot. like wow?

today was enjoyable!

thanks Rochelle and Mouktita for the afternoon! (L)

HAHAHA, we bought like a whole week's recess.

Yipeeeee. cause we're saving money! (:

why must life be so painful?

can't God just let us live happily,

without any worries?

like how great would that be.

then we wouldn't need to be afraid of so many things.

being afraid sucks,

its really not a good feeling.

i do not like it.

and i do not like the word death.

its like freaky, isn't it?

like you don't know where you'll go,

and you don't know how lonely you'll be.

i think the worst is knowing how you'll die.

i hate it, its painful.

like from what the bible says and all,

its freakishy scary okay.

like super duper.

when i knew about it during camp,

i was super scared.

why am i talking about these?

CAUSE THIS FREAKING EARTH IS DYING D:

2009-05-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

God is my beautiful saving grace.

good day people!

i'm back from con2 camp! (:

weekends without my phone, how awesome.

Sorry for not replying to messages and tags.

Con2 camp was kinda great,

but con1 camp was much better! ):

the games and the journey with god was much better,

and including mass!

But this year wasn't so bad lah,

i managed to make some new friends (:

the games and all, i only enjoyed like half of it.

and the groupings were like whatthehell.

for half of the camp, i was the only girl.

even my facil was like jason, so lol.

only later on then Vanessa, Aline and Victoria came so like ya.

and with that kind of group,

we managed to get the 2nd place!

damn cool right.

i'm like dead tired.

the first night of camp i only slept for like freaking 3 hours,

and the second night for 7 hours.

HAHA. 10hours out of 48hours.

but like i managed to learn some new things and life lessons,

so it was still quite okay. (:

well, i hope con3 camp would be good,

although i think alot of people won't go for it.

i dont want to go to school tomorrow,

i'm not in a mood to.

but thanks for all the tags yo.

i got over my results alr. (:

yipeeeeeeee.

love you god, pretty much (:

thank you for everything you've given to me.

2009-05-21T04:42:00.000-07:00

i'm supposed to go church today,

and yay. i'm not going to taiwan,

just cause my mum's unhappy with me,

with so many darn things.

i cried when i read the tags at my blog,

don't think so highly of me.

i can't do anything.

i'm just some dumb fucktard.

i alr let my mum down enough,

and today just had to be so screwed.

2009 sucks,

its such a screwed up year.

so yay,

1. my phone got confiscated during the first period of school.

2. i sprained my damn finger again.

3. i'm very tired.

4. both my parents are not happy with me, esp my mum.

5. my mum's considering of i should get to go to taiwan.

6. my mum says i dont deserve to go to taiwan.

7. my results are so screwed, but i passed everything i guess.

8. i'm missing church and that sucks.

9. i want to sleep and not wake up.

10. there's camp tomorrow and i'll be going there with a screwed mood and finger.

my sister scolded my dad an idiot and a stupid idiot,

and all my parents do is lecture her for a short while,

with reasonable scoldings.

i screw up so much,

they give me attitude.

oh well, guess what i told Lydia is true.

there's much more ,

that i'm screwing up on,

just that i can't think right now.

cause my mind's as screwed as i am,

and i'm in a very very bad mood.

i really want my phone back,

i need my phone at camp.

and how wonderful,

my mum and dad shouted at me for like sending 3600+ msgs,

although my plan's like unlimited.

can't they just talk to me properly,

at least they won't make me feel so tied down.

uh.

that is life isn't it.

so wow, they're giving me a limit of 1500 msgs every month,

Oh God,

where are you.

i need you right now,

to walk with me through the rest of my life.

2009-05-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

" You're like a nobody's child, living everyday with no goal. "

although it was just a line, it demoralised me alot, just alot.

Today and yesterday sucked.

like really,

i got back my English, Maths and Chinese yesterday.

and i actually failed all.

but i managed to get 3more marks from my summary and i got a 17 for the total of my summary,

which made me pass. Phew.

But passing is not enough for me.

I expected much much more.

Maths, i just screwed myself up.

So so so much, i failed by 6 marks.

and i could have passed,

if i had put more effort into maths,

and not neglecting it.

arghhh. but its no use regretting right now,

whats done is done.

Chinese, i failed too.

Wow, how amusing huh.

i expected to fail, but yet.

i out in really alot of effort for studying chinese.

and i flunk it like that today.

Damn sad huh.

So after i got my maths results back,

i just thought of what was happening at home.

the relationship i had with my mother could just break anytime,

and i had a big tiff with her the previous night.

so i was rather worried, and i felt useless.

at that moment,

i just felt like i just had a big big fall and i had no strength to pick myself up.

i broke into tears ):

but i felt much better after that,

thanks all for comforts huh (:

today, i got back my history and science paper.

i passed science,

but i could have done better,

and i don't know why, i wasn't happy.

i failed history.

and i was just stunned.

i studied like crap for just that one paper,

neglecting my maths and science,

and yet. i failed that damn paper.

how useless am i, man.

During recess, i got back my chinese paper one.

Normally, my yingyongwen and my zuowen will pull my chinese marks up,

to at least a pass.

but this time,

i saw my zuowen,

my heart sank deep deep deep into the ocean.

i got a damn 22.

so yes, i didn't make it for my chinese overall, 49.4.

how close. Rawr.

i've let down my parents so much,

they brought me up,

getting me almost everything i wanted.

all they expected of me was just a pass.

that's not too much to ask for.

and i didn't give them what they expected of me.

they didn't scold me,

they just nagged and gave the disappointing look.

it felt very bad.

Taiwan's 8 june.

and i'm not very happy about it alr,

why? i don't know..

i'm very not happy with my results.

i never did that bad before,

and also, i never cared that much before.

so? i'm at a loss on how to carry on from here,

what i should do.

maybe i should just transfer out of this school.

will i lead a better life?

I like wii, esp guitar heros.

make me forget my worries and the capture my feelings.

Con2 camp's this friday.

i'm looking forward to it.

lets hope i'll feel much better after camp.

you, you, you.

you did well, i swear.

just put in more effort and i'm sure you'll do much better.

remember what you always tell me.

i'm sure you can do much better (:

all the way.

2009-05-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings (:

i haven't been updating much about my life huh.

i finally cut my hair, like finally.

so yup, i'm happy!

Woke up arnd 11 and went to bathe.

Church with daddy and he was just being plain retarded.

met up with amanda and went home to change.

OMG, i just found out something awesome and cool.

Amanda, you ahh. OMG. COOL.

Went to cut my hair and like finally,

its thin. (:

Daddy fetched us to tamp to have lunch,

had a great great chat with her,

went home and caught a new episode of Hannah montana.

i like today's episode,

its really cool.

Hahaha.

i want yesterday's pictures !

2009-05-16T07:49:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLY! ;DDD

...: haha, you keep my blog alive hor! ;D thanks uh (:

Raelene: heyy! hahaha, thanks uh. i'm much better! (:

Lydia: LYDIA! thankyou yo (: it did! <3

Charles: HAHAH. thanks so much for getting a cab for me hor (:

Fengjing: yup! hey! i didn't talk to you for damn long. Catch up soon! (:

Rochelle: HAHAH. i know! why neat? you weird. its just songs. HAHA. you retard. <3

Amandafoo: YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT SAY ONLY. Stupid girl. Rawr. idiot.

Qiqi: hello there (: thankyou.

Sylvia: heyy! HAHAHA, glad its over, phew! (:

hx: HAHAHA. hey idiot.

Cihui: HELLO ;D YOU TAGGED ME! WOOOOO (: haha, thanks for the chats! you take care too! <3 seeyou soon!

Renne: hello bunny! long time since you tagged me. boo ):

Natalie: HAHAHA. YA. HOW YOU KNOW!

Gillien: oh! YAY! CON 2 CAMPS LIKE NEXT WEEK! SEEYOUSOON <3

Tessa: i ahd a great time gurl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <333

Grace: YO.

Rhesa: SUP ;D

Khoonseng: YO.

Esabella: yup. i was. but im much better now! (:

Sam: not so good i tell you. hahah (: how was yours?

Tyan: hey. soon soon, too lazy too. hahaha.

REPLIEDDDDDDDDDDDDD (:

2009-05-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

HEY LOVE!

HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING! (:

i'm really happy today and yesterday!

go out, go out, go out!

YAY! (L)

i can only upload the pictures we took yesterday,

i haven't gotten the ones we took today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA! (L)

HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY SPENT!

Went out today with 6DA clique.

BEVERLY. TESSA. YINRU. GENEVIEVE. MICHELLE.

omg, i miss all of you loads.

like, we haven't met up for like so long!

and today was a really great time spent with you all,

really.

meet up more often kayyy.

Loveyou (:

today was so fun,

watched angels and demons again.

hahaha,

but whatever.

great time spent,

but i spent alot of money these two days ! ):

OHNO,

i really don't want swine flu to hit Singapore!

like really, i badly don't want.

its going to be worst than SARS.

and its really scary.

i badly don't want Singapore to get it,

oh, COME ON!

Darn it.

My stupid hair's damn screwed.

Rawr.

2009-05-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

i really detest the word regret.

i wished such a thing didn't exist at all.

how nice would it be if there was a time machine in life,

to bring you back in time,

and everything would just go well,

as how you want it to be.

wouldn't that be great?

2009-05-10T00:32:00.001-07:00

Fuck this shit.

my sister's just pissing me off.

she wants help for her damn maths,

i help her.

now i want her help test me ting xie,

she just reads all the words in a weird accent so i can't understand and she won't have to test me anymore.

and while i'm using this labtop,

she keeps pushing down the screen.

fuck that fat piece of shit.

her arms are bigger than my legs.

i guess i'm gonna give up on History and concentrate on the rest.

its just too much,

and i'm feeling so so stress.

i'm on my own now,

my dad can't help in anyway.

my mum can't read chinese, she cant do science or maths,

and she'll get fustrated whenever i ask her for help,

abd my sister just eats and piss me off.

what a loving family i have here.

i wish you were here with me.

i want to go to that open field and gaze with the stars with you too! (:

2009-05-09T20:58:00.000-07:00

FOOK.

i'm trying not to use the F word as i promised.

i'm such a pig.

i slept from yesterday afternoon around 2 till today morning 11.45.

i swear, all i did was wake up around 8 and ate 3 mouthfull of noodles and went back to bed. ._.

Thanks to my running temperature of 40.4, a very very bad sorethroat and flu.

and i can't freaking study,

cause my head is in a spin. ):

I woke up today,

and thought about Wednesday's exam.

Chinese and History,

i just cried.

i won't do well.

cause i'm already lagging and i can't study.

my head will just burst.

i'm so useless.

My throat and flu's killing me now,

tough my fever's subsiding .

and how dumb.

i realised i had fever yesterday morning and i still jogged with them.

see, thats how dumb i am. ):

Thanks Haixin, Charles and Rochelle <333333333

And thank you rochelle for coming over to accompany me! (:

i shall just hang around online and probably try to study later on!

Byeeeeeeeeee.

2009-05-07T04:21:00.000-07:00

YO (:

today school was okayy.

ACC was cool, cause we went to the computer lab.

lessons were boring.

and i'm dyingggggggggggggggg,

history's a killer.

darnnnnnnn,

studied after school,

from like 2.30 till 5?

going to study sooooooon,

byeeeeeee.

2009-05-06T03:48:00.000-07:00

YO EARTHLINGS :]

HAPPY BITHDAY REUBEN ;D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR SAM! <33

Pretty awesome huh, 5th may, 6th may.

Add together what do you get? 11?

Uhmmmmmmm. (:

Exam's in 5 FREAKING DAYS.

and i actually DID NOT study yesterday and today ;/

Fuck this shit.

Today was really fun huh though, feeling guilty.

School was retarded.

English, i failed ):

5 upon 15, darn. i never failed english before. ;/

the stupid bird nest hair teacher, never say counted,

so i didn't do it peroperly.

SCREW HER LAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Maths we did graphs,

i did not know how to do it,

so zetian helped me,

and you know what,

he taught me and i had to freaking re-do the whole graph twice.

he moved on to 2nd question,

i still stuck at first,

dumb much? (:

HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Music was more retarded.

Mhemdai did a RAP.

and not a jingle,

but seriously.

rochelle and i just laugh for 10 whole minutes when we went up.

till i teared, (:

HAHAHAHA. so dumb can.

We stand there with no progress and laugh.

and all zetian did was BURP.

LOLOLOLOLOLOL. ;/

Art, Music and Home econs = FAIL.

After school , went Tampines to eat KFC. (:

YUMMMMMMMMMM ;DDD

Did some ACTING, which was believing,

and Swensens ice cream cake for reuben!

HAHAHAHHA.

YAY. ;DDDDDDDDDD

Bused to my house to study,

but we ended up cutting the cake,

eating lots and lots,

and watching HSM33333333333 ;DDDD

YAY. again. HAHAHAHAH.

So now, instead of studying,

i AM online D:

darn it.

Maths tuition later on.

Lalala.

Byeeee

2009-05-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

Exams in 8 days,

Darn. i don't think i'll be able to finish studying for Chinese and History.

Maths, i haven't started and i don't get the graph and the similarity and congruency thing.

Phft, i swear exams really piss me off,

and when i'm in a motivating mood,

i study, and i get stressd. Arghh.

Like, i tried to freaking memorize Chapter 4 of History yesterday,

and i couldn't even finish a darn chapter.

Screw this.

i am so upset. ):

Thanks pussy and smurf for waiting for me! (L)

i know i wasted your time and it was freaking lonnnnnng,

LOVE YA LOADDDDS (:

got a new ez-link card made,

used the sec one photo,

UGLYYYYYYYY ):

But whatever,

i don't really care anymore.

i so gotta study.

DARN SCHOOL .

you disappoint me.

2009-05-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

yo earthlings!
today's so dull and unhappy. ):
woke up at around 11, thinking about what happened yesterday night.
Rawrrr .
Yet, my mood's ruined thanks to you for not ________.
i told you so.

Studied a little, 2chaps of chinese and 20 cheng yu.
Had lunch and tv-ed.
Parents went out to buy stuff.
i had a serious fight with my sister. ;/
So guess what, my mood's worst.
she's so darn unreasonable.
and when my parents come home, she just sulks up to them,
and pretend that i'm the one in the wrong.
and yet, stupid me won't speak up.
Zzzzz. ):

Parents came back,
scold scold scold.
watch-ed tv and had dinner.
went for a swim (:
that made me feel much much better,

help my dad with some stuff,
watching step up now. (:

hope school's gonna be alright ,
and we'll still get to go to taiwan! (L)

and i feel like a part of me is missing

2009-05-02T23:48:00.000-07:00

i am so freakishly pissed now.

just tell me where you are when i need you that much,

i'm feeling just so empty.

2009-05-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

hello poops.

today's a busy busy day! :]

also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! <333333

Woke up at 10 today,

due to a message. ;/

replied and went back to sleep for a little while.

watched tvvvvvv and onlineeeeeeeed.

had a really great chat with julia! (:

i realised we think alike ALOT.

Jeanie, Nicole and Noelle came over.

changed and all and went to Tampines to catch a movie.

Caught Xmen~

It was much much better than expected! {:

Nice movieeeeeee. No regrets! ;DDD

Spotted ________, like finally.

Went to Swensens for dinner!

Hmmmmmmm, (:

Satisfied.

Had ice cream then headed to Simei to get dinner for Dad.

He's sick ):

Cabbed home and studied for 1 and half hours with amanda! (L)

Sleep over soon! (:

why do you seem to change everything?

Like, you can make the whole world shut down on me,

but you'll be always there,

and yet you can make me feel like you're the whole world crashing down on me.

i don't know how i feel anylongerrrrr,

2009-04-30T20:47:00.001-07:00

SUP!

Replied to tags alrrrrr.

YAY!

2009-04-28T03:35:00.000-07:00

Rawr. you make me feel like i'm stuck within my shawdows.

Why does practically everything go the way you want it to go,

why do you live such a good life,

what is it in you.

why do i have to feel inferior towards you.

why why why,

again i question myself, why.

why don't you answer that for me.

today was paper one.

i don't wanna talk about it anymore.

arghhh, screw the paper, in every way.

after school, went 2jay to study.

study plans went quite well but it was disrupted after an hour i guess?

anyway, i got my things done, so whatever.

but could have done more. ):

walked down the hilllllllll.

so many stupid fliessssssssss.

phft, so many i tell you.

i hate flies.

i dont want the world to die of global warming.

save this freaking world, god.

went starbucks. (:

ate cheese beagel.

gooooooood.

bused 5 with julia and lydia.

on the way home met michelle and jovial (:

coincedence muchh eh.

how cooooooool.

dumb jovial was in the same bus as me and i didnt know.

how awesome.

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

YO people.

i am so happy today!

woke up at 10 (:

watched high school musical again on Disney Channel.

Onlined, studied a little bit and went off to Tampines 1.

i so lag, now then go. ):

hahaha. it wasn't that crowded.

quite nice lah (:

bought many many thing.

spent like what 300bucks?

HAHAHA. but YAY, i'm happy ! ;D

My mum was just mad in her head.

She spent money on us as if the money just dropped form the sky.

And she was the one that suggested bringing us out! (:

HAPPY! ;DDD

we really spent ALOT.

Rare occasion. (L)

And we met this girl while going to Tampines on bus 5,

and when coming back, we met her again!

HAHAHA, Awesome much right?

While, i better STUDY and make her happy horrr.

watching Star Awards. Its pretty dumb.

and quite boring. Phft.

kay, i tell you all a joke! (:

Well, one day this man went over to this old lady's house.

When he entered her house, there was a super old organ at a corner.

He went there to take a look at it and saw a bowl filled with water on top of the organ.

Inside was a condom.

He asked her in curosity.

'What is this for may i ask?"

She replied him,

" Oh. While i was shopping, i saw this. On the box, it read,

Soak in water and place on top of organ to prevent dieseases. So, i have left it there for about 1 year and i hardly fall sick!"

LOLOLOLOLOL.

Funny huh, ;/

i can't find the music my heart's beating for.

2009-04-25T22:26:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION, ALL YOU SEC TWOS OUT THERE.

LOOK HERE!

LYDIA, JULIA AND ME ARE FORMING A REAL STUDY GROUP AND WE ARE RECRUITING 7 MORE PEOPLE. YOU NEED TO REACH THE REQUIREMENTS.

1. YOU MUST BE SMART AND KNOWLEDGABLE.

2. YOU MUST BE INDEPENDENT AND MATURE.

3. YOU MUST KNOW HOW TO STUDY HARD AND BE SERIOUS.

IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, KINDLY COMTACT ANYONE OF US AND TELL US. WE ARE ONLY RERUITING 7 MORE MEMBERS. SO BE SURE TO GET YOUR PLACES. WHILE STOCKS LAST ! (:

OH YES,

1. NO HANDPHONES ALLOWED WHILE STUDYING.

2. SERIOUS.

3. NO JOKING AROUND.

KINDLY TELL US IF INTERESTED.

MEMBER FEE OF $O.OO . ;DDD

YOU COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN OUR EXAMS! THANKYOUVERYMUCH FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION AND WE HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON. (:

2009-04-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

hello again (:

i changed my blogskin! YAY.

With the help of Vanessa and AmandaNg. (:

Today sucks. ):

i didn't study a single shit again.

HAHAHAHA.

Woke up at 11 plus thanks to yitai's message saying:

Hello Ms Choo. This is a wake up message sent to you at 11.30am. Please wake up and enjoy your stay at ______. ( name of my house)

HAHAHAHA, CUTE LAA.

woke up and on the labtop,

ate breakfast while watching tv.

then went to bathe and change.

just about to do History,

my dad asked me to wear proper clothes cause we were going out.

WOW.

Study plan = ruined.

So, went to Simei and had sushi with my sister for lunch.

walked around then went home.

Waited for my parents to come back then went off to church at around 3.

Cathecism was really fun.

Stupid Tessa.

i'm not jealous of your fats and your spoilt knee.

HAHAHAHA.

and the guys thought that i was wearing glow sticks on my neck,

losers.

came home and had another bbq.

hahaha. (:

i played A-E-I-O-U and what is the time Mr Wolf with small kids.

a bunch of them,

rather cute la.

and guess what?

i found my bicycle. MIRACLE.

like so long ago, someone stole.

and i found it. CLEAN AND SHINY.

but its super duper small.

Sad huhh. ):

played and waited for Jeremy and Amanda Wongggg.

So freaking sloooow la you all.

make me wait so longgggg,

so bored you know. ):

i just came back,

i better studyyyyyyy ):

i can't study with the damn com right in front of me.

HAHAHAH. who can?

i'll just turn it on and not focus on what i'm supposed to do.

See, my concentration sucks. ):

hahaha, kay.

BYE LOVE! ;DDD

2009-04-24T04:47:00.000-07:00

hello hello [:

i can say that today was pretty great ! ;DDD

PTC didn't turn out as bad as i thought it would be. (:

started off the day by setting the mic at parade square,

then off to 2J with julia, lydia and yiping !

assembly and all then had a little talk about TAIWAN! (:

gah, i can't wait.

so yup, hahaha. was 20mins late for class. ):

lessons were super ultra boring and i was feeling down as usual so talked to people via phone!

home econs, mdm lur didn't come! HAHAHA. ;DD

so some relief teacher took over,

did survey and group reflection.

ran around the whole lower sec block chasing after my damn phone.

rawrr. watch out. hahaha.

left class at around 1.05 and took most of my books home! ;DDD

FINALLY. HAHAHAHA.

looked for mr hamdan and passed him all the passports .

took mic then go avt set up,

i didn't realise i had to stay till 6.

arghhh. ;/

but it wasn't so bad afterall (:

with all the people talking to me via sms ! ;DDD

and thanks nicholas look for pei-ing me [:

and yup, for the drink too. hahaha.

did PA after school for CIP hours and blue form from Ms Lee! {:

Yipeeeee.

there wasn't any event,

just sec 3A carrying out this sports day for Simei Care Centre.

watched the people play sports. hahaha,

they really touched me.

the people there around 16 to 7 years old?

they still played like small kids,

so happy and simple .

GAH. i was complaining to nicholas about their simple yet happy life.

like, there was this old lady,

she got a new comb for the prize thing i think,

then she was so so happy.

like she started combing her hair with a GREAT smile and all.

life's simple pleasures, if it was that simple.

Nicholas went to look for Jeremy Ma and Melody so i was left alone! ):

while the people were having refreshments,

went to main school hall . (:

saw many people there, including mummy!

beside rochelle's mummy!

hahaha, they had a lonnnnng chat uh.

so these were what the teachers said about me {:

Mr Tam:

She's very smart, but she loses her concentration too easily.

she talks to Rochelle and Samantha alot,

and sometimes fools around.

But if she's willing to work hard, i am very sure her results can improve.

Cai laoshi:

i like her neat work and handwriting,

she's maturing already.

ask her to speak more mandrin at home. its okay of her mandrin is broken, just speak more of it at home.

compared to last year, she's improving alot in terms of work and attitude.

She's just too loud, she voices everything that she has in mind and some teachers treat that as disrespect.

Also, she carries her duties well in PA, and shows responsibility.

Try to ask her to think before she speaks and i am sure she'll be a much better person. ;O

Mr Hamdan:

She's a great girl and has a positive attitude. But she's very vocal, when she's not unhappy with something or someone, she'll just voice it out and show it.

Some teachers are not happy with that attitude.

She just needs to focus and concentrate in class and all will be fine. She's also very talkative la, she and rochelle. and she also likes to day dream although she's sitting in the front already.

and one more thing, handphone. try to cut down on using her phone in class.

But overall, good girl la. i'm happy with her.

Ms Fadzilla:

Elizabeth! she's a very nice girl i can say. she's loud and responsive. she's a little too vocal. But her history grades are fine, she just needs to focus and she will be able to score an A1. She's very BRIGHT abd INTELLIGENT. She needs to care about how her words can hurt others, like the recent Ms Tan case.

rawrr. bring that matter up again. ):

Mrs Rosemary Neo:

Oh. this girl is very good in English. But she doesn't pay attention in my lessons. She and Rochelle are very close and they'll just be in their own world. If she pays attention, she'll be even better in her english. She can speak very good english and she hands up her homework on time. But she looses her focus and concentration very easily. Also, she uses her handphone in my lessons alot. But afterall, she's a very sweet and lovable girl.

YAY ;DDD HAHAHAHAHA.

Not bad, not bad at all. (:

stayed in the hall and help to pack the chairs and all,

hahaha. i can be a student councilor lorr. (:

seriously, ;DDD

take care clarice! <333>

waited for dad for a super long time,

he came after 25 mins? like wow.

roti prata for dinner ;DDD

YUMYUM {:

i can say today's not bad. (:

and i'm starting to love PA. (:

insecurity.

2009-04-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

hello hello,
today was an eventful day.
so many things happened. {:

morning assembly, so screwed up. haha.
then got locked in the PA room thanks to Jeremy Ma.
nevermind la, i got to skip like 15mins of ACC. ;D
so yipeeeee.
During ACC, i just draw on my bi ji (:
so freaking boring ):
maths and scince was okay.
malay was great (:
i don't think the teacher that bad lor,
she's kinda nice.
just cause i was responding to her,
she gave me a lollipop! ;DDD
YAY! HAHAHAHA.
Recess was okay.
chinese was alright too,
did zuo ye.):
then cai lao shi told me alot of teachers complain about me,
but i'm angelic in her eyes, (:
Aww, sweeet huh.
hahaha.
then she ask me why can't i be the same to other teachers?
duh, cause they dont respect me.
Rawrr.
history was just SHIT. ;/
i got kicked out of the class and my phone got confiscated, AGAIN.
this year alone got what, 4times alr. ):
so suayy.
then i was super duper pissed with ms tan,
like i can freaking blow up anytime.
went 2j find Julia and Cyan! (:
they studied while i watched them.
hahaha, work hard. (:
went to find ms lee and ms fadzilla saw me,
so she talked to me,
ask me what happened during history and all.
ARGHHHHH ):
teachers only seem to look at the bad side of you, and neglect the good. ):
screw laaaaaaa.

ms lee wanted help for PA tomorrow,
so i said okay.
she's gonna give me blue form and CIP hours! YAY,
and i get to leave class early!
HAHAHAHAH. (:
WOOHOOOOOOOO! [:
worth it.
went back to 2j ,
yingyi. rhesa and jeneatte came find us. (:
played ball with more people.
hahaha, funn.
walked down hill, chat chat, FUN ;DDD
hahaha, take care pet pig. (:

trained to Simei and ate at the new food court.
met Jeremy Wong at LJS and he asked for a free ride home from daddy.
so yup, he got it (:
treated him bbt. hahaha.
YOU OWE ME HOR FAT.
he was like bpasting about how pro his water polo is,
and how injured his toe is.
hahaha, loser.

back homeeeee at arnd, 8.30 (:
haven't bathe.
going to.
hahaha. (:
then come back to do home econs script. ):
i'm tired, of all the shit i get.

my heart just shattered into a million pieces, at that moment. you jerk.

2009-04-22T06:33:00.001-07:00

hello (:
i'm posting only cause julia asked me to (:
yay? ;DDD
i'm so dead.
hahaha, thanks to MYE. ):
today's science test was quite alright i guess.
hahaha, like FINALLY.
i studied for a test.
lessons were quite alright but a little dull.
i wanna watch 17 again.
like WHEN?
the date come out so not suitable one la.
stupid dateeee.
don't know whats the meaning of exams.
tsk, dumb.

after school, was kept in the hall to settle mics,
thanks to sec ones.
hahaha. (:
went 2J to find julia and cyan with rochelle (:
wanted to play ball but in the end,
went down to 85 for dessert! (:
YAY. HAHAHAHA. SHOIKKKKKKKKK ;DDD

came back for match,
aiyohh. draggg till like so late huh. ):
the match was , ):
so many people injured ah.
Ziheng, hahaha, with ________'s cheer,
you shot in such a nice ball in the last quarter.
Take care your knee huh weiqiang. (:
left straight after match due to tuition ):

somethings happened.
SCARY LIKE WOW.

home now,
hahaha.
this is so dumb.
my post is so boring,
so yeah, don't read la. (:
hahaha.
and my day is coming to an end .
BYE ;DDD

i think i'm sick and tired of the way you've been treating me. you don't even know your faults, at least i know mine. does it hurt to apologise? i didn't say a word when you were angry, i had to what plead with you to forgive me? and you're just acting like all's well. wake up, my dear.

2009-04-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

hello doofs,

today was poop, and so was yesterday.

i didn't study a single shit.

and my sprained finger is hurting like no mother.

Hmph Vanessa! ):

woke up at 10.

and i do not have enough sleep.

i'm talking about saturday.

watched tv, then bathe and everything and got ready to go out.

went down to takashimaya, (:

ate sushi, and walked around,

trying to find lynnette's birthday present.

short of time, and the queue was super duper longgggg.

so i didn't get anything. ):

went to church and went for cathecism class.

we played this question answer game called Challenge your faith or something.

and thanks to Rolf, it was draw.

phft, and we were leading la.

nonsense. came home and went for bbq.

celebrated some dumb occasson,

Basil's team got into nationals top 4.

they're damn pro, i can swear.

onlined till 12 plus , tv-ed then went off thinking till i fell asleep. (:

woke up at 10 plus today,

thanks to mummy.

bathed and all,

and yes. went down to takashimaya again.

whatthehell. so no life right.

walked to CK TANGS and all.

bought some cooker thing.

and my sister has some dumb attitude problem,

she pissed me off like some shit.

i seriously don't know whats her problem these few days .

arghhhh. ;/

went to expo for the john little's sale.

didn't really get anything.

stupid sales.

and my sister got like a whole lot of things.

phft.

came home and went over to Beitriss's house for steamboat.

and here i am! ;DDD

GOD.

i didn't study a freaking shit this weekends.

and i promised myself to study.

physics, screw you la.

i don't get a damn thing.

and chinese,

i swear its a whole lot of chapters.

maths, its toughhhh.

rawrrrrr.

i hate exams.

again, stupid tree killers.

i'm looking forward to school, i guess.

it'll be a really busy week, i think.

with lessons and rushing through everything.

again, those dumb papers.

well, just study hard, and yes team,

HERE WE COME TAIWAN~

my post have been quite lonnnggggg.

hahahahah.

and yes.

i (L) Julia!

she's a good ranting partner! (:

she holds most of mine, (:

and we laugh at the silliest things together,

i love you small thing.

;DDD

2009-04-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.
BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.
BEV HAS A BOYFRIEND.

Aww, bestfriend! (L)
i miss youuuuuuuuu.
and you're growing up so fast.
you've got a boyfriend,
and you no longer want me already. ):
anyway, i'll still love you and the innocent things you do,
GAH.
i'll love you no matter what. (:

2009-04-18T06:18:00.001-07:00

i <3 rochelle
:D

2009-04-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

i survived without my wallet today!

YAY! [:

i've reached the 200th post alr!

HAHAHAHHA.

Awesome much huh.

so longggggggggg. (:

Well, today wasn't as stress as the previous two days! (:

Wednesday and Thursday was just so so super chiong for me!

OH MAN. this is not good.

Parents teachers conference if next friday. ;/

yuckkkkkkkk.

oh well.

i woke up thanks to my old phone today,

ESPECIALLY early, 5.40. ):

Thanks uh, JULIA!

bathed and do my usual stuff then headed off to school! (:

took the keys from GO and set mike and all,

oh. TMD.

i played the school song instead of the national anthem :/

hahaha. and i was stunned for the first 5secs?

returned keyys and went back to class.

SCIENCE. bleahhhhhhh,

but at least i could pay attention today and learn something! (:

ENGLISH was the second period of the day and guess what. ._.

I FREAKING SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE PERIODDDDDDD.

LALALALALALA.

i never slept like that before eh. ;/

but it was REALLY DAMN SHOIK! ;DDD

Woke up and for the next 2 periods, maths and science,

i was yawning like WOW.

HAHAHAHA.

and everytime i yawned, i would tear like crazyyyyyy.

Rochelle and Sam were really fascinated.

so was Ms Tan,

hahahha. (:

RECESSSSSSSSSSSS then home econs.

LOOOI.

HAHAHHAHAHAH.

WHAT A JOKE I TELL YOU.

rochelle and i just laughed like crazyyyyyy.

omg omg omg. HAHAHAHAHAH.

damn damn dumb

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i can say it was the most fun home-econs so farr!

After school, met Mr hamdan then headed off to Wheelock along with Lydia, Julia, Chelle, Jocelyn and Cyan! ;DDD

how lame.

trained all the way there,

stayed there for probably 20 mins?

THEN TRAINED ALL THE WAY BACK! ._.

ohoh. but Julia, Chelle, Cyan and me stopped at Bedok to buy food. ^^

bought doughnuts and SUSHI! ;DDD

cabbed back although we could have trained back .

We reached school around 4.05 and Dunman High and East Spring were still playing the 3rd quarter of their match,

so it was pretty dumb.

wasted cab fare ):

ate our food and cheered for dunman.

HAHAHAHA, the coach of East Spring was really hot and sexy.

how pethetic, he thought that 1 second could make a difference and kept making dumb remarks and shouting his ass off,

HAHAHAHAHHA, if you were looking at him,

he can be quite a clown! ;D

AHS and CCHMS.

we didn't know that the hot and sexy coach was the same coach for CCHMS!

hahaha.

again, he was screaming and screaming.

lalalalala~

WE DONT CARE.

then like, he must be really sad,

LOOSING TWO MATCHES IN ONE DAY. ):

HAHAHAHA. SO SAD EHH.

then i can't imagine if East Spring and CCHMS play against each other. (:

During the last quarter,

HAHAHAHAHA.

JULIA! WE LAUGHED OUR HEADS OFFFFFFFF ~

INSIDE JOKE. HAHAHAHAHA.

CAT-DOG!

LOLOLOLOL.

GOD.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

UNGLAM PORNSTAR?

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HILARIOUS.

AND YES, NONSENSE.

so we laugh and laugh till we were satisfied.

hilled with Chelle, Julia, Lydia, Yingyi, Rhesa, OH SHIT. WHO ELSE AHH? HILARY?

bused home and met AMANDA WONG! ;D YAY!

hahaha. (:

bathed and went for dinner at simpang ,

and had a milkybar chocoate bar!

YAY! ;DDDDDD

SHOIKKKKKKKKKK. (:

kay, STUDY DURING WEEKENDS.

i really hope i can! (:

MYEEEEEEEEEE! ):

stupid tree killers.

phft.

2009-04-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

LESSTHANTHREE YOU. SO SO MUCH, (L)

2009-04-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

if i blog tomorrow, it'll be my 200th post anniversary. (:
HAHAHHA.
WAIT. YOU CAN'T FORGET.

LOVE TRIANGLE, (: .
YOU know what i mean huh.
HAHAHAHA.

SAME SAME! COOL AND _______ SHIFU. (don't make it too obvious hor )
HAHAHAHA.
TMDDDDDDDD. WHAT LAAAAAAA.

YIPEEEEEE.
CAN'T WAIT.
;DDDDD

2009-04-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

JULIA! WHY SO MANY GUYS LIKE WEI QIANG AHH?

hahaha. cool much right?
it was really funny.
inner joke (:
HAHAHAHAHA.

my schooling day was Zzz.
nothing much.
TRAINING WAS A KILLER.
GOD. 51 mins run,
we ran the WHOLE of Bedok.
48 flights of stairs which is also 96 up and downs.
OH GOD.
and julia, yiping me and were so so screwed before training.
HAHAHAHA.
but i had fun (:

MY LEGS ARE STARTING TO ACHE AND MY LEFT ANKLE HURTS! ):
Netball, should i continue striving on?
will my hard work pay off?
will it make a difference?

but i (L) the netballers,
one body, one mind, one passion, one chicken?
HAHAHAHHA,
nono, thats not right,
thats LYDIA!
LYDIA=ONE CHICKEN!
YIPING=ONE PIG, ONE FISHCAKE!
hahahahha, awesome.
yippeeeeee. (:

aiyoh, MYE coming alr.
its like no big deal to me leh,
i still feel so GAH.
work hard? or not.
see my mood. haha.

today's so laughable.
what a joking day.
yay, (:

just leave me that personal space of mine. tyvm.

2009-04-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

yipeeee! ;DDD
KIDS CHOICE AWARD 2009 IS AWESOME!
I (L) SLIMEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAH.
AND ZAC WAS JUST HOT. ;DDD
HAHAHA, AND ALL THE OTHER STARSSSS.
WOOOOOOSH, A BLAST. A COMPLETE BLAST.

school was super duper slack today!
went for 2 periods of art,
then headed down to tower hall for PA!
hahaha, i LOVE pa. (:
the teachers had some sports council meeting which was super boring,
but we got to eat FREE buffet for lunch!
and skip almost the whole day of school.
AWESOME huhh, (:

after FREE lunch,
kept the mics and all,
went to stadium to wait for the match to start! (:
ER ZI. AHHAHAHHA.
WHAT A JOKE.

school 's bleah.
seeya.

2009-04-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

please just tell me how much i mean to you. show it.

heyhey (:

today was pretty awesomeeee! ;D

woke up at 10plus and tv-ed.

bathed and watched the naked brothers band!

GOOD SHOWWW.

went out to the bus stop and lydia arrived !

bused to expo and had subway cause lydia was hungry!

hahaha. and i got treated to a cookie ! (L)

YAY. thanks lydia! (:

while walking in to the hall, met gillien and DARLING!

oh yes, like finally.

after all those whinings to her,

saying i wanna meet her,

i finally got to! (L)

and yes, i got a BIG warm hug from her too! ;DDDDDD

went into the hall for service,

hmm. like a rockband. (:

after service, walked to bus stop with lydia and took ONE STOP home!

pretty lame huhhh. hahahah.

went home to put my things then went up to the function room for ANNABELE'S BIRTHDAY!

yay. eat eat, talked talked then HAHAHAHA.

i earned myself a pretty pillow shaped like a guitar, HANNAH MONTANA! ;DDDDD YAY.

AWESOME MUCH RIGHT?

came home at around 5 plus and tv-ed.

currently watching the devil wears prada.

hahaha.

there's school tomorrow,

and, i'm not so keen on going.

i don't know why.

i DREAD school nowadays.

pretty sad huh.

what to do.

SEEYA FOLKS! ;D

2009-04-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

i dislike today. today made me unhappy. ):

woke up at 10 plus (:
i had quite a great sleep.
tv-ed and online till around 12 then went to bathe .
left home at around 12.35 for tuition at Stalford.
first lesson there. (:
the teacher was gay. gaycoreeeeeeeee. yuck.

had lunh then met julia!
went to library to study,
obviously i didnt study.
i got bored so i took cherie's phone and called her guys.
apparently, only nicholas teoh picked up. -.-
and he was like i'm at vivo. i can't talk now.
so i got really bored.
left the library at around 3.45 to watch wizards of the waverly place.
today's episode was goooooooooooood,
same goes to hannah montana. ;D
but yet, that ____________ sister of mine had to ruin the rest of my day like that.

A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.

one
mum: mei, can you go and wake daddy up and ask him where we're going?
sis: ( acts like nothing is happening and stares at tv )
mum: mei!
sis: ( still pretending nothing is happening )
mum: mei. i'm talking to you.
sis: ( still pretend my mum isnt even talking.)
me: OIH. YOU DEAF OR WHAT LA. MUMMY CALLING YOU CAN.
sis: WHAT LA ! why can't you ask jie jie?
me: what the hell. she just asking you . you cannot reply nicely ah.
sis: cannot eh. not happy ah.
me: Phft, ( walks away with drink packet )

again, while i was walking to the kitchen to throw my drink, my mum asked my sister nicely and my sister had to fucking scream at her. i dont understand why my mum treats her so nicely. -.-
and so yes, i did my mum the favour.

two
while watching tv, she had to lie down and kick my head. __
i alr not happy, then still kick my head.
she want die uh.
so obiously, i screamed at her.
and she just fucking gave me that attitude that i hate.
so? i was pissed like what.

three
i was playing music out of my phone, in the car.
on our way to granny's house.
then after a while.
my sister went to turn on the radio.
i still didnt mind, cause i wasn't that loud.
she went to increase the volume till no mother.
me: what the hell la. got problem is it.
sis: ya. i want to hear radio what, you dont like your problem la.
mum nags at both of usssssssss.

i swear, i just cant be bothered naming everything.
she can just make me cry like a little baby,
ARGH.
and my parents still say she's still young, give in to her.
what the hell. i swear,
i can take it no longer.
she pisses me off and annoys me to the maximum.
and after that, she stucks up to my parents,
trying to act innocent,
well, it kinda works on my parents.
but i do not do that.
yes. so i just get super annoyed and my damn mood will just flung.
__. and over dinner,
i so do not want to talk about it.

i really hope she grows up,
she's 12 damn it.
and she behaves like she's 10 or something.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i do not like it ,
i really don't.
i'm older than her.
and she doent show respect to me.
SHE DOESNT TAKE ME AS HER ELDER SISTER.
screw that bitch. ( i'm only saying that out of anger )

fingers crossed, i hope tomorrow will be much better.

2009-04-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

and and, i SO wanna watch 17 AGAIN! ENDURENCE, ITS COMING OUT REAL SOOOOOOOON! ;DDDDDDDD

2009-04-10T04:28:00.001-07:00

Hellohello [:

today's really coldddd, i'm freezing without the air-con,

and down with my stupid runny nose ):

woke up at 7.30 due to the thoughts of themaid i watched yest,

and couldn't go back to sleep!

watched MVP, the show with a chimpanzee named Jack who played ice hockey.

though its my 2nd time watching, i still like it (:

watched MTV till about 10 plus then bathed.

went out at around 11 plus for branch then headed off to tanah merah to wait for nick and mark.

bused to church and attended mass there with samantha and her housemates.

hahaha, i made new friends,

and samantha's PIMPLED FACE BROTHER just irritated me the whole time.

hahaha, mark got annoyed too.

mark was super dumb during holy communion. ._.

LOL. he took the bread with one hand then walk away,

the warden scolded him.

LOL. i swear i never see anyone getting scolded by wardens before.

so dumb lah, hahaha.

after mass, went to bedok to eat KFC then bused homeeee.

watched school of rock just.

i LOVE that show,

hahaha. damn coool luh,

a bunch of talented people.

tsk, of course it isn't real.

arghhhh,

my stupid runny nose.

hmph.

2009-04-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

hello there people ! (:

today school was just another day, Zzz.

nothing went on well, nothing turned out bad.

WELL, I'M REALLY REALLY VERY VERY HAPPY I SAW

MR KEVIN TANNNNNN! ;DDDD

GOD. i missed him so damn much! ):

he's such a really really nice teacher,

and he came back as a ROCKSTAR! (L)

my dream eh, so cool uh.

and yes, HE REMEMBERS ME! ;DDD

hahaha, so cool luhh.

i miss him truckloads.

he's a really really nice and awesome teacher! (:

well, all the best to him uh !

assembly was great.

why is this week holy?

cause jesus died for me and for you. (:

ain't that great? (:

the songs were nice !

i feel so stepped on. ):

i better have a great chat later on!

school just suck, everything sucks.

i have no meaning in life, and i mean that.

i just live each day, how it is.

and walking a path that leads to no where.

that feeling sucks. alot.

you feel like you're really lost and there's no one there to guide you.

i want to sleep all my troubles away,

or just fall into a deep deep sleep, and never ever wake up.

just fall into a fantasy, ):

tell you what,

life's like that. and nothing changes life.

although hannah montana says:

life's what you make it so lets make it rock.

i really don't see how that's possible,

when i just have no more strength to go on,

cause like what i said.

i have no meaning in life.

i just live each day, however it is.

i just suck,

fcuk;

2009-04-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

bird is stress ):

humour me.

2009-04-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

hello.
i am BOREDDDDDDD. (:

oh yay, i watched wizards of the waverly place and hannah montana just now! ;DDD
CON 2 CAMP IS COMINGGGGGG! ;DDDD
SO IS TAIWANNNNNNN! (:

BORDEM KILLSSSSSSSSS ):

i'm back, editing my post.
i've got nothing to do!
YAY! DINNER WAS SHOIK!
home cooked peanut poriddge with PORK FLOSS!
and FRIED ONIONS!
MMMMMM, DELICIOUS! (:
chocoloate mudpie from creamery island later on and watermelons! (L)
wheeeeeee! ;D
a good start for the week,
well lets hope it'll end well toooooo!

hey you. cheer up please.
put a smile right there , for me.

2009-04-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

HOME, SCREW ITTTTTTTTTTT.
I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO SAYYY.
SCREWWWWW MYYYYYYYY SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR __

2009-04-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

HEYYA FOLKS! ;DDD

i just woke up. its 12.52.

wow. damn early heh.

and i slept for around 13 hours eh! ;D

finally, see thats how tired i am. ):

i caught up with my sleep already.

although its only the start of my day,

i had a blogging mood so here i am !

yesterday was a whole lot of fun.

but lessons were just hell.

i'm not gonna curse and swear alr. (:

HELL AH. i said HELL instead .

mr koh again, HELL.

maths, i was thinking about so many things, so HELL.

history, my mood ruin alr. HELL.

but recess cheered me up! YAY.

even Elize could tell i wasn't happy.

HOME ECONS.

cheeredd me up a WHOLE lot. [:

it was such a spastic lesson!

HAHAHAHAHHA.

we were somehow quite screwed,

i mean what can you expect when you put rochelle zetian and me in a group.

we can't even buy ingredients properly ehh.

so we kinda just squash everything inside the bread.

and poured PREGO over it.

i LOVEEEEE prego!

hahahaha. we weren't suppossed to even use PREGO.

mdm lurrrr said it was too italian.

and thats what our dish turned out to be, ITALIAN.

but whatever, it tasted GOOOOD! [:

it kinda looked good too,

i liked our mangoes! YAY!

went back to class,

met natalie. ;DDD

went lunch together , sushi and cokeeeee ;DDD

YAY.

chit chat then bused 5 homeeeeeeeeee.

bathed, tved then went off to church around 5 plus.

i finally feel so freeee from my heart,

and all the bad things that i've done!

i'm finally forgiven. (:

thank you god ;D

came home at 9 plus the waited for my sister to finsh tuition.

whalao, i was having gastrics.

SO DAMN PAINNNNN.

went kallang around 9.45 for dinner.

FINALLLY.

i had a really hard time eating dinner due to the pain my ucler was giving me ):

COKE kinda relieved mu ucler by a bit.

I WAS REALLY SLEEPY.

went home around 11 (:

bathed, and SLEPTTTTTTT ;D

SHOIKKKKKKKKK. ;DDD

2009-04-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

hello! [:

today's quite another day..

started off the day with packing the PA room in the AVT! ;DDD

YAY. its much much neater now, well at least it doesnt look like a junkyard any longer. (:

thanks to chelle, elaine and me uhh.

they having some NE thing in the AVT,

first period ACC,

so slack in PA room and do something meaningful lor. (:

lessons started off well, till FREAKING SCIENCE AND MATHS.

MR KOH, AGAIN, _|_

COULDNT GET WORST.

and yes, for what we did to mr koh yesterday,

i got a hell scolding from mr hamdan and i'll have to decide on the punishment. ;/ screw mr koh upside down can.

him and his nonsense.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

after school,

went to the stadium to watch match.

hahaha. nice game botaks! (:

it was so far the most enjoyable match i watched.

hahaha. [:

training was slack,

learn how to shoot,

and played game.

we took super long to go on court so we owed coach 50 pumpings.

whalao, the floor damn damn rough la.

i do till my knees blisters, skin tear . ):

training ended,

met zetian and zanne.

hahahha, ROCHELLE!

100000 WATTS. (:

so bright hor.

headed down to simpang almost getting thrown by a twig. LOL.

i swear, watch out when you go supermarket with zetian.

whalao, he damn retarded. ;X

HAHAHAH. he take redish, chase after me and rochelle, want knock our heads with it cause we were buying chocolates.

then he carry the basket, he went to smash the tofu and tomatoes.

LOL. aiyah, the whole process was just laugh and laugh like no mother. (:

bus-ed 2 homeeeeee.

had dinner, and many many sweet treats.

i had around 2 bars of chocolate,

cocolate mud pie which was shoik like madddddd,

some chocolate strawberry mochi thingy,

and what else ah?

LOL. just damn shoik ahh.

I DONT WANT DIBETIES. ):

hope we won't screw things up for home econs tomorrow.

yay. (:

2009-04-01T06:17:00.001-07:00

hello earth people ):
i'm so ARGHHHHHH.
things are not getting any better at home,
in fact, its all screwed.
i AM screwed.
screw everything.
my dad's just making things worst,
when he's supposed to make me feel much better ):
i am so not going for training tomorrow.
screw everything.
MR KOH,
god damn it.
he just spoils my whole mood and i get so fucked up over him.
he's an asshole,
no teacher screw me like that before.
him and mr tham, things cannot get worst.
this sucks,
i feel suckish.
save me, dear

i really like her songs, especially the lyrics.
it really can describe how i feel, really well.
sometimes i just can't find the right words and these words just fit into my bloody mood. ;/

How come everything turns out
Leaving me with more doubts
I feel like I'm upside down
And I don't wanna be here I go right,
should have gone left
And I say things I should of not said
Look at me in this big mess
I don't wanna be here

Everything I do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Not mixed up
Everywhere I go
Somewhere that I don't know
Oh I'm hoping that I'm dreaming
Cus I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up
Somebody help me

Tell me how to fix this
I'd trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life
Oh and get it right
Everything I do Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Not mixed up
Everywhere I go
Somewhere that I don't know
Oh I'm hoping that I'm dreaming
'Cuz I'm sick of this feeling
Im mixed up

Somebody help me
To hold me,
To tell me Everything is gonna be okay
'Cuz today it feels like I won't make it to the top now
Don't know how to get outta this
So mixed up
Somebody help me

its exactly how i'm feeling now,
oh and yes,
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
byeeeeeeeee.

2009-03-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATE THE DAY! ~ WHEEEEE ;DD

today was such an awesome blast .

YAY. WO MEN YI JING CHENG GONG LE (:

i'm missing tyby already. it was really really AWESOME uhh.

i made a whole lot of new friends and i got to know people much btr!

i really really dreaded tyby at first, but now.

i just want to do it again and again! ):

tyby was such hell in the beggining, but now its a whole new thing.

logistics, having to carry this and that,

move this and that, sweep the stadium, clean the chairs,

and now, i don't mind cleaning or whatever!

we had so much fun, really really alot of fun (:

i guess although it was quite tiring and all,

but we have BEEEEEEE friends to make logistics feel much better right?

HAHAHAHA,

we did it kkkkkkkk ;DDD

thanks for all the encouragement and laughters! (:

NETBALL ~~~

before, we kept changing this and that, and it was so so boring,

but now, we did well, didn't we huh?

(:YAY. and we screwed but whatever,

WE KAI XIN JIU HAO! (L)

today = PICTURES SPAM. PICTURES SHALL DO THE TALKING!!!

YAY! HAHAHA.

LYDIA!! CHICKEN! (:

JULIA!!

ROCHELLE, LYDIA! WHEEEEEE! (:

HEH. TOLD YA! (:

SUP NIGEL!

CLARICEEEEEEEEEE ;D

YAY!

LOGISTICS FTW! (L)

JIAO LIAN!

NAT! CHELLE!

HAHAHA. so random (:

SUP SHIFU! (:

(L)

FENG JING!!

YAY! MY SIDE LOGISTICS!

SEE IT, SWEAT IT, SPORT IT! (L)

FINALLY. I EDITED THIS LIKE MADDDDDD.

MUCH LOVESSSSSSSSS,

AND I LOVE TODAYYYYYY ;DDDDDD

2009-03-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

i am so so so glad things are finally well between me and zetian! ;DDD

well, i hope the same goes to you too! ( if you know who i'm talking about )

today was GREAT uhh. [:

lessons were like whatever but rochelle made lessons much more filled with laughter! HAHAHAHA.

started off the day with something really dumb.

ahaha. i did duty in the morning, then i left my bag and all in the avt.

after assembly, i just walk out of the avt and locked everything,

forgetting my bag was there. HAHAHA.

so when i went back to class, then i remembered my bag was in the avt!

when to look for keys and chelle and me managed to skip 10 mins of ACC! [:

HOW AWSOME! YAY.

lessons after recess was just LAUGHTER.

i took a really great video of samantha's _______.

oh god, we laghed like crazyyyyyyy.

hahahah. the new malay teacher. omg. damn dumb.

cikgu: i'm allergy to dust, dirt and bottles on the floor!

charles: then why are you still alive?

HAHAHAH. i swear, me and chelle just laughed. ;DDDD HAHAHA.

cikgu: i think i'm teaching a primary 2 class instead of a sec 2 class.

zetian: do i look like i'm primary 2? i'm much taller than you.

LOL. another joke. ;D

cikgu: said something that was meant to be funny.

mark: you know whats the joke? you're skinny!

HAHAHAHHA. god, i present you, 2GGGGGGG. ;DDD

omg, ahahaha. still got more hilarious jokes.

ENGLISH.

rochelle and me just LAUGH the WHOLE period.

even when mrs neo said shut up. we laugh even louder.

GOD. HAHAHHAHAHA. omg, lessthathree you rochelle! (:

after school, logistics and training.

stupid. only netballers are hardworking lor.

we do most of the feelers and shirt.

we also carry the table tennis tables lor. [:

this is what i call, ZAI! ;DDD

better thank us uhh.

no us, no tyby! (:

YAY! and its tomorrow.

hours away.

i'm so gonna miss tybyyyyyyyyyy.

funnnnnnnn ):

BYEEEEEEE ;D

LOVE MUCHHHHHHH.

2009-03-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

hello hello.

DISNEY CHANNEL IS SO GOING TO BE A BIG HIT!

ALOT OF NICE MOVIES COMING UPPPPP.

IF IM NOT WRONG, IN AUGUST GOT THIS MOVIE, VANESSA HUDGENS!

THEN GOT WIZARDS OF THE WAVERLY PLACE SEASON 2 AND THE MOVIE!

URGHHHHHHHHH,

AWSOME!

;DDDDDDDDDDD YAY!

GAWDDDDDD, I CAN'T WAIT.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

17 APRILLLLLLLLL ;D

2009-03-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

hello {:
and i am backkkkkkkkkk!

URGH, my sister is such a deon! HAHAHA.
she's such an idiot. ):
she's so mean uh, bully me.
irritating uhhhhhhhhhhh.
go macs just now, i brought apple mac.
i want use what, she go take use.
i snatch back say fat face, i using uhh.
she snatch back, too bad i take first.
IDIOT.
fine fine, i let her use first.
she play some game, play like 15mins.
i take macbook, go msn a while.
i go fr like what 10 mins?
she go complain, say i use so lonnnnnng. ;/
ARGH, my parents ask me lend her.
fine , i'm not childish okayy.
so i lend her, she go microsoft word.
what the hell. -.-
she type type. damn slow.

me: sucker. you type damn slow eh. see. i challenge you type.
she: fine, i know i type slow la. ( types some wierd stuff)
me: (snatch the macbook) i typed on it : AMANDA = SUCKER. TYPE SO SLOW.
she:( spam backspace ) OIH. I USING LA.
me: you're damn dumb uh, use macbook go microsoft word, might as well type in phone right.
she: WHAT! i using what, i use microsoft word your problem uh.
me: whatever. ( listens to ipod and messaged )

mum: we're going home in 5mins!

she: fine, i let you use .
me: UGHHHHHH. idiot. its only 5 more minutes. fine. (goes on msn )
5 mins later, logs off msn and head to the car.
what the hell.

and the worst thing, my mum thinks i'm bullying her.
what the shit la.
she in front of mum, act innocent.
say i bully her, insult her.
damn damn damn act, and i can't do anything.
i just let her be.
and my mum just think i''m in the wrong. ):
UGHHHHH. so irritatinggggggggggg.

comes home,
me: i wanna bathe.
sis: i'm bathing first.
me: i said i want to bathe first. too bad sucker.
sis: takes her clothes, go in and locks the door.

i so badly wanted to turn off the lights and heater,
but whatever,
the last time i did that,
i got scolded. so yeah, whatever. ;/

so yep, i went to watch the suite life of zack and cody.
dad came, switch the channel.
me: HEY! turn back! i wanna watch!
dad: (silence)
me: give me the remote.
dad: CANNOT WAIT AH.

again, what the hell.
life sucks.
and i'm still down with my 10 yan yu . ):
but yay, i'm looking forward to so many things!
and cathecism was really good today! (:

CON 2 CAMP AND TAIWANNNNNNNNNNN! ;D

2009-03-20T18:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO ;D

i am so so so boreddddddd.

yesterday was pretty AWESOME! [:

went down to orchard with sister and feng jing.

it was my first time cathching 2 movies in a day!

YAY! HAHAHAHAH.

watched the mall corp thing, quite okay uh.

FUNNEYEH. HAHAHAH.

and got nice storyline.

MARLEY AND ME WAS JUST TOOOOO GOOD.

it was a really really nice movie. [:

met mummy and daddy then went down to queensway to eat!

;D good food! but i wasn't that hungry.

and feng jing was really enthu about her food.

hahahha. and she ate more after going home. ;/

came home, watched the pink panther on AXN! ;D

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i think pink panther 2 was better !

): im going down to taka alone later on to get stuff for tyby logistics costume.

i'll be pretty boredddd.

2009-03-19T01:32:00.000-07:00

OH MAN, i SO wanna watch this movie! i really really wanna watch it, NOW NOW NOW~!

and this one. OHHHHHHHHHHH~ DYING TO WATCH! the trailer is AWESOME! omggg.
i want to watch uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and its only TWO more days till hannah montana season 3 is out~! yay ;D

2009-03-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings! ;D
i'm backkkkkkkkk [:

went to catch a race to witch moutain.
great show, its damn cooool.
like Zeth or however you spell it, he's damn cool.
had a great day! thank you guys! [:

woke up at 6.30 today ):
super early.
went to school for tyby .
went to eastpoint, eighteen chefs for lunch.
it was really gooooooooooood ;D
went to get long john's silver for my sister then headed for bus stop with julia and lydia!
HAHAHAHHAHA.
OMG. we had a GREATGREAT laugh.
super retarded. OMGGGGGGG.
damn funnyyyyyyyyy.
LMAO! ;D
laugh until ABS pain uh.
HHAHAHAH. and guess what,
laugh ALL the way home,
i swear. till now i'm still highing over that two words.
AHAHAHHAHA.
LYDIA! OMG. (L)

currently watching some nice show on hallmark. (:
i so so so miss the cartoon JOHNNY BRAVO. (if thats how you spell it)

~~i just fake another smile,~~

2009-03-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

doing anything won't help,

the hurt is there.

okay, if i had hurt you in anyway or what so ever, i'm sorry.

sorry might not be enough, what you want me to do.

2009-03-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

forget it, take it as if i didnt say those things.

every moment of unhappiness is a moment of happiness you've lost.

Thanks Lydia! (L)
lessthanthree you ;

2009-03-14T22:02:00.000-07:00

and you just fucking said those things,
mind you.
if i treated you like trash,
you would be in the dustbin long ago,
if i treated you like trash,
why would i encourage you when you said you didn't do well?
if i treated you like trash,
my other friends would be trash too.
you just say what you want, without a second thought.
what the hell did i do.
you should just come and tell me if you're unhappy,
and not just go out there to discriminate me.
so?
who are you to judge who i like?
who i like is none of your fucking buisness.
i just got nothing to say to you already.

and to think i treated you as a TURE friend. ):